Friday, December 22, 2006
Fantasizing
It would be great if I hv either Chad Michael Murray or Brendan Fehr for my boyfriend. Hmm... Let's see, Chad: He's tall, has the awesome, charming ALL lo0ks and he got an awesome body... Fuyo0w!! He act in movies with character that is simple, low profile and interesting... *wonder if he is like that in real life...hmmm...* Brendan: He's tall to0, more to bad boy, joker kind of cute joker lo0ks but interesting... He act in movies with character of bad boy, stubborn and lame guy... hahaha... Well, this two guys are my ideal guys but hey in real life??? Hahahaha... you can just fantasize...
It can be really co0l to fantasize of having my own boyfriend but I can say that almost ALL of my friends are getting sick of it. haha... I fantasize to0 much... hmm.... It's just me... I love fantasizing stuff that I know i could not get then again you'll never know but then it's better to fantasize than getting hurt deeper than u're already are... Y'know what i mean.. hehehe...
I realise that i don't really know what i'm actually talking abt here... hmm... o0h well... fantasy are some of the things that I would rather believe in than those of reality matters. It makes me feel ALIVE ... I'm sure that everyone has their own fantasy world.. For me i have severals ... hehehe... I have this world with Spiderman, with Wolverine, Michael, Chad, Legolas, Ninja Turtle, Power Rangers... etc... huaks... yeah I know... o0h well... It's really co0l.. I even fight the air, man!! huaks... Damn! Those times are freaking co0l... hmm...
Power Rangers.. no no.. Mighty Morphing Power Rangers are the best among the new generations of Power Rangers.. I was Kimberly the PINK ranger and it's so0 much like me... hehe... She's short and I am to0... She's gymnastic and I wanna be one... huaks and she's sweet... I'm exaggerating now, aren't I? huaks... Fantasizing that u're someone else can be interesting but being urself is even more exciting... haha... Well, only sometimes... hehehe...
Well, i should stop talking abt this right now and get on to the next topic or next thing im gonna do...
->Just be urself no matter what...
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
1:24 PM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me