Saturday, October 27, 2007
Today
Honestly, today was supposed to be the day of 're-union' with my friends if not a chill-out with my cousin. However, I didn't want to go. I was just to0 lazy. I planned to sleep the day off when something happened before I woke up. It was disturbing but I kind of get used to it. Sometimes when things happened you might sense stuff that is quite unreasonsable and when it does happened you might felt regret or such. So0, i asked if my friend was free so0 that I could transfer songs over to my Mp3 and continue to watch a movie 'RockStar' at his laptop. Unfortunately, he wasn't free. I thought of calling up my cousin to meet up but felt quite bad for cancelling last minute and re-start the plan again. So0 I decided to just endured the day.
Then, another friend of mine left me a mis-called which i didn't heard it and another friend sent me a msg. For your information, my ringtone is only at volume 2.. hahaha... I replied to the message and he asked me if i was free. Now, I was supposedly going to coffee bean but I cancelled it yesterday w/o knowing what might happened the morning of today. Things happened for a reason and changes happened when things happened. It would be weird if i stayed home, however. So0, we went out. It was like a date .. haha.. :P
I was to0 lazy to go far. We picked Sembawang Eng Wah to watch a movie. I was hoping for Saw 4 but it wasn't on cinema yet. 'Unrest' was the movie we watched. As you all know, I like to give my opinion on movies. Here it goes, it's not a long movie however. It's a chop-chop movie which is not draggy. That's go0d but i will only rate it as 2 popcorns. It doesn't have the distinction. More like a summary of bits and pieces. There's no twisted climax. It's just a smo0th composition. The characters are trainee of becoming doctors or something. They studied the body of dead corpses which they hv the special name..something something... Well, from the magic word, dead corpse, doctors analise the bodies and the title itself is simply enough to know how the story goes. Those who disrespects this specific dead body will die until it put to rest. However, it was being said that their spirit/soul lives among the body. Once you enraged it, you'll be damned! So0 you're saying that every one of them will die? There will be no doctors or the specialist of solving a murder case? o0hky... this might confuses you... haha... I think the movie could be repaired if the 'teacher' is the one playing 'pranks' as he's the one who is being possessed or the 'ghost' itself.... Well, something to spice things up just like Halloween, I know what you did last summer or scream. It does get my go0sebumps up but i think the movie is not for entertainment. It was also said, the movie used REAL dead bodies... Now2, doens't the movie ends u with the moral of the story 'not to disrespect the dead'... You're using the dead bodies for a movie, entertainment?! Helo0o.... Enough said...
At first, it was only the two of us in the big hall. Reminds me of my alone experience watching Matrix at the same cinema. However, luckily there's 4 more came in. My date said it would feel weird if none came in to watch which is true. The funny part was when he freaked out when the commercial starts. I didn't expect that coming. o0psy! hahaha... As usual, my laughter filled the cinema. hahaha... After the movie, we went for chill at civic centre and talked about go0d old times. I can tell ya, he's one of the guys you wouldn't want to mess with. (Thanks for the Mcflurry to0, dude.) I can say it was an update for me after so0 long been gone. People knows me as 'a loner' back in secondary scho0l. I did pull it through by the end. haha.... It was really co0l that we shared the experiences and life going through for the years. I didn't know that we talked and talked and talked and the time goes on in just a second. One thing I know, similar stuff happened to us. Another thing, I end the day with the toilet break... c'mon, you gotta get the fluid out.. haha... Oh! Also, I don't know how many times 'handsome' came out of his mouth.. Gosh! Don't get me jealous, you're my date for the day... hahaha... Actually, it's really irritating.. haha... :P Well, I had a great time and so0 much fun than i might have today... Thanks for the date, dude! ;)
I bought LiME after so0 long. Of course, Linkin Park is on the cover if not, i wouldn't hv bought it. I read the interviews but the intro was not as impressive as i thought it would. However, it does mentioned about them being on a different side of genres or prospect of the music they make. It is clearly that majority supports their first album, Hybrid Theory more than the current ones. Those who missing the point here is absolutely closed minded. What I'm trying to say, are they who does the music or they who listen? Are they as go0d as Linkin Park or should I say worse and trying to say they're go0d? Yes, no objections that other bands or their type of listening is totally not Linkin Park but it's MUSIC. If you keep playing Mozart or Beethoven, wouldn't it bore you? Or would you go to an extent that you challenge yourself to the music that it would be difficult for you and competitively racing to the top? This album, Minutes to Midnight, as to my opinion, i repeat my opinion, proves that Linkin Park changes the formula as a challenge and giving new stuff to the fans. Flexibility is around. Music is flexible and is the world language. Mike has mentioned that it makes them think out of the box.
Music is to0 wide to define. Although I listen most to rock, metal etc... I also listen to other genres like classical, jazz, r&b only it's just not as much as i listen to rock. The only genre that I least would listen to is techno because it goes the same beats, same lyrics over and over again for like 5 minutes. I hate that. I can last listening to the same thing for about 2 minutes. Reggea is similar but at least i can still take it. The moral of the story, no matter how go0d you are, others can be better and never conclusioned those who've done further than you unless you're further than them.
That's about today...
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
11:58 PM
Friday, October 26, 2007
Stay up!
What up y'all?! How's it going? Well, as usual i'm just the same. Finally, my off day is here and even if I had to go back to work for fire drills, there isn't a reason to be sad. I'm a lil tired however but I got through the day just quite fun enough. The fire drill was tremendously HOT! I sweat alot!!!! SCDF were there and doubts were involved however. hahaha... If my dad were to be working as a fire fighter now, i'd say he'll be there. I would be glad if he were, we might done the exercise together... Co0l! hahaha...
After the fire drill, I didn't hesitate to get out of the island. All I want is to go home but hitting the track, I went for a movie alone. I watched "Halloween" and expected it would be the next sequence but it was actually how it started. Freaky! Before the show starts, commercial were featuring and to my surprise, Saw 4 is out today 26th October... WTH!! C'mon, you must be kidding me... Saw 3 has just passed abt a few months ago... Wo0w! That's fast... Well, i think by now i might get bored with the story but I'm not. Saw is another homicide movie that has alot of surprises. It has been known that it's a game. Dangerous game indeed. Most of them died playing the game. However, although you expect it to be hard but it seems to be really gruesome and harder than it might seem. At first, i thought Saw 3 would lack of it's 'distinction' but it did grabbed my interest and attention watching it. I wonder if Saw 4 can give me the same star.
Back to Halloween. Michael Myers starts to be a normal kid. He has a two sisters elder and younger one. A &%#$ father and a mother who is an exotic dancer. You can imagine how life is for him. Fortunate enough, his mother loves him really much. To0k care of him and even gave him comfort when the father starts to disgrace his dignity of a being. Like any other troubled mind kid, you know he has some psychology problems. Nevertheless, it has been eating him inside. The atmosphere has taken him far enough to kill w/o heart. On Halloween night, he killed his father, his elder sister and her boyfriend. He never hurt his younger sister. His mother came back home to know such news. Heartbreaking though.
In the psychology centre for murderers or whatever it is called, Mike didn't know what he has done wrong. He was just as innocent as any other child. He can't remember what he did. Day after day, he lives in the ro0m making mask. "...so that I hide my ugliness..." (Which I want! hahaha) was the reason he told his mom. "No one notices me" was another line from him which makes me wonder. As another passing day, he began to lose control of himself and demanded to be sent home. He starts to hold himself inside and in his eyes, there's only misery and hatred. He killed nurse and his mother was terrified. She was afraid of Mike. She killed herself watching video of Mike and his younger sister.
For fifteen years, he never spoke a word and only lives in his ro0m making mask. He became so0 big and powerful(strength). He escaped to find his sister. He wanted his sister to acknowledge him. To give the love that has been lost. The understanding of being lonely. Unfortunately, as terrified as she is a teenage girl. She didn't respond and angered him. Supposedly they would hv died together but she pulled the trigger to his head. To our understanding, that's not the end.
It wasn't as gruesome as Saw but at least i did enjoyed it. I might watched Saw 4 if it were in the cinema at Vivo. Anywayz, I need to save up. I went home and sleep for awhile and spending my time relax. I'm to0 lazy to go out. hahaha... That's all for the stay up section...
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
10:09 PM
Sunday, October 21, 2007
Ocean
I'm using Gold for the font. Any reason to support? Well, there is... Ever watched the Ocean's Eleven all the way to Thirteen...? Now, that's the reason why.... I just watched the third movie of the Ocean's and it may have slipped away some interest in me but the awenez of it is still there.
Personal Opinion I prefer Ocean's Eleven and Twelve for their extreme surprises at the end of the day. In the percentage order... I think Eleven has 70%, Twelve has 50% and Thirteen has dropped to 30% of surprises in my taste. Nevertheless, it is NOT easy to crack a code when everything that people know you would do is being examined and being secured. The intelligence used here is still indeed fresh. Alot of things, facts that WE can learn from it. For most, it's not gambling or cheat neither stealing.
What we can learn -> The strategy, skills and back up plan! A back up plan is the most important thing in anything and everything. Let say, if your co0k is suck and you have less than an hour to co0k for your mother in-law, back up plan would be call up the delivery guy. However, being Vigilant is also as important such that it would get you to the distinction of a situation. Intelligence of knowing it all as well as mix and match the team qualities... You will score A's!
'Ocean' is wide... Lo0ks simple, easy as well as peace... Underneath it all... Only you can answer it because it's your ocean...
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
11:05 PM
Saturday, October 20, 2007
Linkin Park
I knwo i've used deep pink for the previous, previous post. Anywayz, the colour seems to be vibrant and easy to catch attention.
Well, Linkin Park is coming to town on 13th Nov 2007, Tuesday at Indo0r Stadium. Wuh0o0o... They're currently touring around the world plus asia. Isn't that great?! hmm...
One incident happened while they're performing in Melbourne, Australia on 15th October 2007. Chester broke his wrist! Nevertheless, that doesn't stop him from performing throughout the tour... Way the go Chester! You're the man!! Wuho0o0... Live the Spirit up high above, y'all!!!
You can catch the full report on what happened from their webby --> www.LinkinPark.com
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
2:45 PM
Smileyz
When I lo0k in the mirror, I see me. Asked myself what I don't see and yet what have I seen? Lo0king straight into my eyes, I saw. The feeling in me that creeps out, is indescribable. They saw, they talk and they silence. Confusion that built increased the curiosity and cruelty at some point. It's funny to know everything that might have been unknown yet has been known. It contradicts alot of stuff.
Nevertheless, it opened up my eyes to the beauty of the ugliness. I smile to the beauty of what it brings from the ugliness of somethings. Weird, unique... What it is... is all stand out by itself. I know and the rest might have known... Knowing myself is not easy for someone to know me or vice versa. It's the willingness and believe in each one of us. I never said it was ever easy to understand somethings that complicates alot of stuff. However, it would be easier if we try and gives some effort out.
My life's like that... :D
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
1:57 PM
Friday, October 19, 2007
Lama2
It's been awhile since I wrote/type something here. Nothing much of an updates. Anywayz, life's been busy and to0 caught up with work. Next month would be another busy month for me. November is here and so0n January 2008 will be arriving... wuho0o!!... Another year to lo0k forward to0... Except of course, the B'day counts... huaks.... Young at heart still... Weheehehe....
I have lots to say but at the meantime, I'm quite busy and this very moment I'm sick! Not enough rest I guess... haha... Well, until the time is near... I'll update as long as I can... Wuho0o... O0hky... Peace
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
11:49 PM
Friday, October 12, 2007
Evil
Kinn... hahaha... Aku nk update pon ada susah lah... Masa aku ni pon ko tau lah... Dah kena tarik... o0hky2... ni aku nk update something... enjoy reading ye...
Too many dark clouds seem to be over my head. I do not care what you people think of me because I absolutely have nothing to be bothered about. I am not the go0d person around here. I'm the freak that cursed and people don't like to be near me because I talk crap. I scare them away with my hideous lo0k. Now, whatever you peeps wanna sho0t or think... Just go ahead because i care shit.
I've tried not to brag about stuff and such because I don't want it to be obvious. But sadly, it has. Part of it, i don't pretend. I don't like to fake things that has happened. I'm sorry that I can be really a pain in the huge S. One person has br0ke into a ro0m that has been closed, locked and been secured all this time. First of all, Congratulations for opening the ro0m of Fire.
You do know who you are. Let me tell you something, you can go making up story of who you referred to but I won't believe in any words you said. You can fo0l the rest but I won't be fo0led by you anymore. Like what I've said, there's nothing that I can trust nowadays. If you want to know why i'm so0 cold and black.. It's all depends on you. Maybe I should clarify something, it has nothing to do with sharing your happinez but something more crystal clear... (I will clear the loan, so0n)
If you may, stop giving me comment and I will be extremely glad if you leave me alone. I DON'T WANT to have any connection with you anymore. Your existence has never occurred to me.
~To0 bad it has to end this way...
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
8:33 PM
Selamat Hari Raya
Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfirti...
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
1:18 PM
Wednesday, October 3, 2007
What i've done.....
I'm sure you people knows what comes to mind just by reading the title of this post. Yep, BINGO! Linkin Park. Yes... Indeed... But i'm not talking about Linkin Park for this moment and probably you might have guessed it. Let's just cut to the chase.
In years i've been living. Lots has been going on. People come and people go. Some they're just gone.. and for some they chose to go. Impressive, i can tell. The worst I ever met would be those who just stick around and even when they're not welcomed. Precisely, the enemy.
Enemies are the worst people we should have a relationship with. For once, it's never pretty to have an enemy. However, we are human beings. It's natural to have enemies around us. By which we might have create it knowingly or just unknowingly. Either way, they're still the enemy to us.
To lo0k myself in the mirror gave me courage to the reality. Not that I'm saying, i'm not satisfied with what I have but because it shows me who I am and what i've done. Mirrors can predict what we are through our minds. With this it gives me faith and hope. Reflecting myself and what i've done through the mirror is not simple.
You have to lo0k distinctive as well as very concious with the surrounding and what you see. Questions will start to roll in your mind and that's when you start to find answers with flashes from the past visible right before you. There's no surprises with what you might turn into. Sometimes, Hulk... Sometimes, a cry baby and sometimes, you're a fairy god-mother. Whicheverr you may feel, with that effects you have succeeded.
Through this you will find answer to what caused an enemy to be your enemy. Adapting to that can be impossible. Nevertheless, with every way there's always a turn. Which turn? It is your choice to cho0se. Just like the life you chose for yourself.
For me, having an enemy is not alien. We're just kids who does not agree to each other and tend to hurt one another. That, i can say was the past. Now... It might sound funny because we grow up to be more matured and
more considerate with others. However so0, it would not be funny if the enemy's trying to be funny.
One, I may go bizzarre and the next I may co0l off. I will NEVER gaurantee any openness of trust. You should never, never trust anyone especially your enemy. Now, I've done quite alot nowadays. Of which includes reflections and re-newing oneself. It's pretty amazing to know more of it. Sometimes, you have to lo0k...
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
8:11 PM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me