Monday, May 28, 2007

P.R.A.W.N

The previos post was about my hunger and guess what?! I want to eat prawns!!!! I love prawns so0 much that I can eat it for breakfast, lunch and dinner.... I won't get sick of prawns. C'mon most of you peeps eat chicken... Hmmm, I guess I should substitute chicken to prawns... Yummy! Yum Yum!!... I'm searching for a site that would gives me info about prawns... hmmm.......

? a life to0 precious to ~~WASTE~~.
5:27 PM

Updating

I really need to sleep early and hit the road the next morning. Damn! I'm growing sideways instead of up ways... huaks... o0h well, i'm not upsetting over it but... hahaha... There are alot of disadvantages. I need a go0d pair of shoes to run longer distance. As for now, I have this pair of shoes that allows me to run half from the long distance that the go0d shoes can support me... hahaha... Y'know what I mean? hahaha....

I'm just happy being me although sometimes I'd feel sad about myself. Then again, it's fun to know more about myself. Knowing yourself will surprise you twice as much as you know about smeone else. You will be shocked to know what you are capable of. I know I do... hahaha.. o0hky.... i jst wanna say I love myself and everyone thats been there for me (old, new) I love you all... I'm just a lovable kid... hehehe ;)

The day is here
And i'm hungry again
I want to grab something
But all i can think of is ice-cream

Yummy! Yum Yum
Can someone give me a gum

Did you heard that?
I know I do
It's my stomach calling
I'm hungry, you fo0l

As much as I want to eat
I have to maintain the intake
If not, and continue eating
I'll be a fatso that's rolling

Listen up!
Don't try this at home
Eat two slice of bread
Before you go to bed!!

hahaha..... Just something to waste... huaks... ;)

--> Happy sha la la la... It's so0 nice to be happy... Sha la la la...

? a life to0 precious to ~~WASTE~~.
4:00 PM

27th May (Ends of Euro Fun-Fair but so0 much Fun indeed)

Starts with, i have to wake up early as i'll be going to a wedding. It was quite irritating though. Have to be woken up by my parents and all... hahah... o0hky, then we're off to Jurong... Saw Yani and damn! She's tall, i was wearing high heels mind u... Shorty is short... DUH! hahaha... We hang out and talked quite alot of stuff... Missing them... Amira came in much later when i had to go to IMM.

At IMM, my parents and I visited the Daiso and bought some stuff for my bro's engagement days. Call me such but i got quite irritated when they start to talk abt this and that related to wedding and stuff... Kind of makes me puke... huaks....

Following that, we went to Teck Whye to meet my newborn niece. Wuho0o!!! I got one more niece and one more niece/nephew coming right up!! hahaha... I'm so0 excited!!! hehehe... Well, this niece of mine has a name that is so0 unique n sounds like a japanese, Sephia Ishiqa (Not sure if thats the correct spelling... hehehe)... You can see the pic right after this whole write up... ;) The rest came in next with her brother, Shais... I managed to meet Shais on special occassion and pretty much not that close to0... However, today he was so0 close to me and he didn't even want to go to anyone else but me... Alah cute!!! hehehe... I am so0 touched. I miss babysitting and this kid's making me feel so0 CAIR!! ahaha.... Not only that, even Irfan and Puteri were around me to0... hahaha... I miss being with this kids... I want to babysit!!!

At the end of the day, Shais wants to follow me home and I feel so0 alermak!! hahaha.... If his grandparents or mother allow, I think I would bring him home seh... hahaha... I will cancel all my other appointments just to be with this kids man!! huaks.... Sadly, i can't arr... He cried as i leave and I feel like staying seh... huaks... Y'know I really miss babysitting... I should have sometimes off to hang out with these kids...

Well, another new discovery... I read my old post and find myself really screwed up... hahaha... I can say I am really funny... hahaha... Whatever I wrote in the past, that's how my life was... A little message for the readers, read my blog and you'll know bits and pieces of me in the past... o0h well, it's never enough to know a person in a life time... hahaha.... Like what i've said, the past is history and history = improvements... hahaha... o0hky, i'm not gonna talk abt WW2 hahaha.... ;)

Sephia Ishiqa

Shais

Irfan

Puteri

-->To know is to ask, to ask is to know... ;)

? a life to0 precious to ~~WASTE~~.
1:47 AM

Thursday, May 24, 2007

Thank you

Happy and overjoyed
So0 far i'm glad I am
Living in a world full of disaster
In return full of smiles

Mountains and Hills
Lakes and Rivers
One day I will
Be gone forever

No regrets
No grudge
Forgive me everyone
Forgive me for what i may hv done

For I know there's reason
For who knows what they are
Meeting you peeps makes my life exciting
Pain and healed, u peeps are entertaining

If I can afford to say Thanks
I would say it to EACH one of you
You peeps are just to0 many
I jst say it here, THANK YOU

Supporting me from the back
Giving courage and reasons to be glad
There are to0 much that I can say
This little space just ain't enough

Zillion times I appreciate
My whole life I won't forget
Thanks again, my fellow friends
I am bless that we all met

Love
Haimin

? a life to0 precious to ~~WASTE~~.
2:13 PM

Wednesday, May 23, 2007

Lo0k Alike?

It's just a random thought... hahaha... o0hky which one lo0ks alike?? on the top or the bottom??

Rani

Kajol

O0hky, so0 which one lo0ks alike? Do i lo0k like Rani or Kajol or abit of Both... or None at all... hahaha??

Something to kill time....

? a life to0 precious to ~~WASTE~~.
8:40 PM

From the inisde

i don't know who to trust
no surprise
everyone feels so far away from me
heavy thoughts sends through dust
and the lies
trying not to break
but i'm so tired of this deceit
every time i try to make myself
get back up on my feet
all i ever think about is this
all the tiring time between
and how
trying to put my trust in you
just takes so much out of me
i take everything from the inside
and throw it all away
cause i swear / for the last time
i won't trust myself with you
tension is building inside
steadily
everyone feels so far away from me
heavy thoughts forcing their way
out of me
i won't trust myself with you
i won't waste myself on you
waste myself on you
you

Absolute Lyrics

From the inside, is one of my favourite song from Meteora. This is the part where I was really damn pissed and out of control of myself. I tend to keep the angst inside and here comes the point where i cannot take it. So0, instead of sho0t everything at a particular person... This is my song where i actually dedicate and sing out loud like nobody's business.... hahahaha...just something to share....

? a life to0 precious to ~~WASTE~~.
4:07 PM

Given up!

Somethings happened and I just can't believe that it's so0 predictable and still i let it just come through. It's not what happened but it's just ME! Everything's just about me. ' Sho0t first, asked later'~ that's what I learnt from Supernatural. Yeah, i know. It can be up to the negative side. Then again, try first before jump onto conclusion. o0hky, but this 'it' thing really crapping me up and eating my guts out. I should feel like a rotten apple right now but one thing makes me quite fine. QUITE fine indeed.

Wake in a sweat again
another day's been laid to waste
in my disgrace
stuck in my head again
feels like i'll never leave this place
there's no escape
i'm my own worst enemy

i've given up
i'm sick of living
is there nothing you can say
take this all away
i'm suffocating
tell me what the fuck is wrong with me

i don't know what to take
thought i was focused but i'm scared
i'm not prepared
i hyperventilate
lo0king for help somehow somewhere
and no one cares

put me out of my misery

Given Up by Linkin Park, Minutes to Midnight (track 2)

Reading at the lyrics you can roughly know what it's telling. Listening to the music would eventually triggers some angst and at the same time a feeling of revitalization. Focusing on some of the lines or verse---

The first verse to connect it to some situation. It's like an incident happened again to a person that wished it won't happened again in the past but eventually happened in the present. It's such a DISGRACE and it feels that this person is trapped when there's no ESCAPE. However, the concentration goes to 'I'M MY OWN WORST ENEMY' ... It's not the atmosphere but the problem comes from the person itself. Maybe, when the person thought everything would be just fine but it's not and it's actually himself/herself alone is the problem.

The chorus - this person has tried alot of things to rejuvenate himself or herself. Then when that particular thing happened, it's just tumbling the defenses that has been built. It's just so0 upsetting and disppointing which makes everything seems to be so0 impossible and gives the attention more to the 'Self' itself and sick of livinig as well as asking around 'what the fuck is wrong with me?'

The second verse - indicates that this person is at the highest point where he/she needs the security. Focus became blurred and braveness became fear. Confident became unsure and things starts to be so0 confusing. Lo0king for help but none would want to give a hand to. Loneliness would eventually triggers by this time.

So0, that's what i've summarised from what I understand of the song. Listening to this song actually help me through cause at least I don't feel like i'm alone. So0, whenever i feel down or need something to calm me down... These are the songs that I listen to. Somehow, they push and gives the determination to me. Most of the time, when i'm in trouble or on the verge of somethings... I ended up being alone. So0, these are the things that i do when i'm alone. Honestly, being alone is much much much better. :P

Thanks to Linkin Park...

? a life to0 precious to ~~WASTE~~.
1:50 PM

Tuesday, May 22, 2007

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I'm feeling lonely! hahaha.... Aiyo0o0o!!! What the heck?! I can't even believe this thing cross my mind. Damn shit!! Argh!!! Help me...!!! o0hky, wait... Hold 0n... I'm Ugly Betty!! hahaha.. wtf

? a life to0 precious to ~~WASTE~~.
11:59 PM

Linkin Park

Didn't I tell you that my favourite song from Linkin Park latest album is 'Leave out all the rest"? Well, guess what?? It's out in the commerial over PrisonBreak next episode. Gosh! I was stunned and excited hearing it... hahaha... Wuho0o0o!!... Hey, Linkin Park is the best, to me that is.... If not for what they've shared, I don't think i'll have my life being enjoyable... Their music, to me, is unique and one of a kind. ;)

? a life to0 precious to ~~WASTE~~.
2:15 PM

The hands U're reaching for

Sometimes people cry and needs a hand that pass the tissue to wipe those tears. Sometimes people just wants to be alone because they need a hand to hold on to0. Sometimes people runaway because they want a hand to catch them. Sometimes people talks so0 much beacuse they want a hand to cover their mouth and tell them to shut up!

Whichever hands u're reaching for, it's a hand that you want to accompany you throughout your life. The hands may change but the stain stays. Memories living. Accepting the loss is all that you could do and moving on. It's undenialable that it's hard to reach for the hands that are already outstrecth to you. However, sometimes you just can't see those hands b'cuz you receive a po0r reception... hahaha....

You're not living in this world alone. Your family, friends and your pet loves you. If you can't see it, what is in your mind, in your heart that you're desire??!! It's not a matter of you're being useless or worthless just b'cuz you didn't do things right... It's a matter of how you deal with the most simplest thing in the world. How do u deal with yourself?

Dealing with yourself sometimes need a guide. Yes, u're the only one that's dealing with yourself but still you do need the superior to guide u through. Almost about 65% of humans I know, have the mentality of negativity. This means that, they listen more to the negative comments rather than the positive ones. However, eventhough negative comments do give a push to someone but majority to0k it as a downside of it which makes them feel worthless. These people will never listens to the positive ones even when that overwrites the negative comments.

It is not easy to change their mindset. They are stubborn and strong believe in what they know. That can be a very go0d value but unfortunately they used it to their disadvantage. Accepting comments and evaluating it, is a process of the outcome. How you evaluate would be determine the outcome. So0, how to evaluate? I'm not saying that this will work for all. However, to me it does. I'm just sharing a thought.

Evaluating a comment is like, how you put the pages all together to make a bo0k. First, what is the comment you received? "You're FAT!" Second, What does it potrays? Your lo0ks. Some people might take it hard. Then again, put urself in the mirror and asked yourself... and that would be the third... Do you like what you're lo0king? Does it affect you? In what ways? If it does, then you need to go on the second level- work out to change what poeple see. But if you're comfortable with who u are - be yourself and tell them that you're happy and why should i be sad? Basically, asked yourself. Ask why you received such comment and it's either you take in or not. If you have trouble, you asked someone for help. Someone that you trust their judgement. Someone that you know gives an honest comment. These people are your guide. If u're anti-social, then hit the bo0ks and televisions... Lo0k out for inspirational values that you know can help. Observing what's around you will help you alot. So0, don't bro0d or goes upset with ANY comment. If it condamns you like hell.. Pick yourself up! Remember you're not alone and there are people far worst than you... o0hky, obviously you would feel such pain at first... When tomorrow comes, everything would be yesterday and nothing is the same... Yesterday is history for you to learn tomorrow and days to come.

That's all i have to0 say... Peace

Yesterday is your history for you to learn and make a better today and the future....

? a life to0 precious to ~~WASTE~~.
2:45 AM

Sunday, May 20, 2007

Cry, Cry, Baby cry, I want to cry

You might be wondering why... Well, It's just a statement. I want to cry because of the world around us. The breathing air, the wetness of the water and the warmth of the earth. The smo0th and ever cheerful and stormy sky, clouds... The everlasting smile of the sun and the silent of the mo0n... Every single, little thing that we just missed ARE the most previous among humans... I am so0 fotunate to be alive!!!

The beauty is unseen, but you'll see it when you feel it. Blinded by emotions, blinded by what has been happening. No one called, but u hear them calling. Illusion? U dreamt abt the incident before it happened. Dejavu?
Awe... Jaw-dropped... Heart burns as so0n as a piercing word came through and hit the drum. It can crashed down just by moments before you know it. ouch! Where's the antidoit?

? a life to0 precious to ~~WASTE~~.
12:41 AM

Friday, May 18, 2007

Minutes to Midnight

I just bought Linkin Park's third (aside from the Reanimation and Collision) album, Minutes to Midnight and it still grabs my heart just like how Hybrid Theory and Meteora has.( Reanimation and Collision is another issue i'd categorised them.) Minutes to Midnight single which is "What I've Done" is a fast moving favourite for teens nowadays. Frankly, just today i heard their whole length of song. I never listen to the radio such that it irritates me when some songs goes over n over n over again... hahaa... o0hky i know... But its quite annoying cuz it takes me like hours just to wait and listen to one song... So0, that’s the reason why. Nevertheless, I do listen to radio at certain peri0d of time. o0hky, so here it is... Minutes to Midnight is NOT a disappointing Lp album. Aside from the sound, music.. The words they use are as simple but impact as ever. Even if there's a few vulgarities.
The sound is different from the previous album but as Linkin Park as they are, they scored!
The music; short, simple and enjoyable.

Personal opinion; this album is great. O0hky, obviously being a fan I’d say it is great. No objections on that. However, there are some comments that I got from the fans itself that, Linkin Park didn’t do this album as well done as the previous ones. Hmm… Different people got their own state of mind and opinions.

Personally, why I say it’s great. Linkin Park, has always been trying out new stuff and add their own stuff in it. From their songs, they have that unique tune in them. When you listen to one song unknowingly, you’ll definitely know it’s them. What I’ve Done is one of the single… If they’re making other tracks as their song (appointed) Given Up, Bleed it Out, No more Sorrow would hit the Top charts to0. No arguments… this is my personal opinion…

I love all of their songs. I can relate their songs to my past, present and motivations of the future. ‘Leave Out All the Rest’ will be the current one that I’d have my whole attention to. From my understanding of the song, it’s about this person questioning about life, clueless of what might happen next. In the past, things happened, days goes on, not knowing when it ends but when it ends, this person wants the love ones to know how his life has been… Just a personal opinion, it might actually be different but this is what I understand by it…

Conclusion, buy Minutes to Midnight to have your ass on the road to your dream. Whatever dream u has, take a minute to listen to this album… ;)

-->Keep me in your memory and leave out all the rest...

? a life to0 precious to ~~WASTE~~.
11:22 PM

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Moving On

To0 long waiting, hurting and i feel like dying. The sky turns awfully grey and water gushing down from the sky. Wind crashes and light is to0 bright. Drum beat's to0 loud hurt my ears sending dum dum dum into my head and spins around.

The wonders are around, picking up every question and throw back the answer. Satisfying wasn't the deal, accepting it, is what it is. Carrying buckets of heavy water down the hill, slowly as can be. Not letting any water dripped or fall, very hard not to even trip over.

There goes the water, all back into the earth. The plantation gets the nutrients. Tears filled up the bucket and it's cleare than the water from the well. Heavy became light, wound healed and the hill was already gone.

After a great loss when u fall, grief isn't the answer... It's not the matter of how fast u got up but it's a matter of how you handle the fall and get back up again....

I want to write more... But i sniffed something today and it's like woo0w!!!

? a life to0 precious to ~~WASTE~~.
1:28 AM

Friday, May 11, 2007

I'm Broken

I wanted you to know that I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

You've gone away, you don't feel me, anymore

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

[x2]
Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymore

? a life to0 precious to ~~WASTE~~.
11:23 PM

Wehehehe

How was your day today? Hope it's going better... :D Woke up real early in the morning to catch the sunrise. It's been awhile since I had the time to really wake up, hit the road and just stare up at the sky. I used to do that with Kinah and Fidah when the O lvls were over. Vista Park was the place. hmm... Today, i went around the neighbourho0d. The usual running shoe weren't around so0 i wore the other running shoe and it was quite uncomfortable. However, I stopped at the newly made street soccer thing... It was so0 wide and wide scenery?... hahaha... Well, it's just so0 beautiful that I just had to sit there and captured some of the moments. Feel so0 peaceful and happy. For a moment, i feel like sleeping there... huaks... I did laid down and closed my eyes... huaks....

Hmm, i went to VivoCity early and read some bo0ks. I find quite alot bo0ks that is really interesting and helpful to0 me. Not to mention how resourceful it is. Did i mentioned i bought a bo0k from MPH? Well, this bo0k contain what Lawrence taught us in class... Abot the SMART, set goals bla bla bla... huaks... If i go o0n and o0n... It would be quite boring somehow... o0hky, i found alot more bo0ks at Page One Bo0kstore. Hey! Not only the self-help bo0ks are at variety but there are totally anything and everything at affordable price. There's even Buffy the Vampire Slayer script!!! helo0o0o... The magazines... wo0w... many lah seh... huaks... So0, you know where to find me if i'm at VivoCity. hahaha... Other than that, there's Golden Village and Hypermarket. These would be the best hang out place for me in VivoCity... ahahah....

The day went fine and smo0th. Again at Gate 3 and it was abit normal... huaks... Well, at least a baby made my day. He wanted to follow me while i was talking to his dad and so0 he grabbed my finger with his tiny hand... So0 CUTE!!! So0 far that's the incredible one... huaks...

? a life to0 precious to ~~WASTE~~.
12:56 AM

Wednesday, May 9, 2007

I'm back

Hey people.. Sorry for the misunderstanding... I shouldn't hv type "out of town" cuz I'm still in town but my mind is else where... hahaha.. Well, my mind is on the bo0ks. Had my exam yesterday for 2hrs and 15 mins which reminds me of Maths O lvl paper... So0 missing doing exams... hahaha... o0hky, exams over.. left with the three assignments...

hmmm... Well, there's nothing much to update. I went to KTV Party World with my mom and the gangs. It was an experience cuz it's the first time ever i sing infront of those i don't even know. I hope i didn't sound bad to their ears. ahaha... It to0k me alot of courage and guts to do that. Those who knows me should know how hard it might have been.

Quite alot of things happen. It's a rollercoaster ride. hmm.. well, love to update more... wait till night ;)

? a life to0 precious to ~~WASTE~~.
2:19 PM

Friday, May 4, 2007

Away

Hey, just to let you know.... i will be out of town for quite some time so0 i won't be updating for a while... Don't miss me ya... I jst need to straighten up some things... Vacation is always go0d... ;D

? a life to0 precious to ~~WASTE~~.
8:27 AM

Thursday, May 3, 2007

Changes

We all have our own point of view on things in life. We tend to go for what matters to us and no one else. We have our own perspective and philosophy. We also have our own motto to define who and what we are. There's a saying that goes :- What we are never change, WHO we are never stop changing. How you peeps lo0k at it, it's all in your eyes and mind. The way i see it, people tend to change to make them feel alive and worth of living (bad or go0d.. that depends) but only one thing for sure, in life, there's only one person by the name of "_____"... Get what I mean? Let's just say, characteristic change. ;D

o0hky, sure you peeps want to know where i'm going to0 with such thing. Well, when a person realise that they has a foundation. Naturally, they want to make it better. If it's a go0d foundation, then they would make use of it and improve on it. However, if they have a bad foundation, they would tend to find something, fix it and make it better. This called, changes.... Whichever it is, in the end.... The result is to reach for the goal! C'mon, no one will tell anyone they want to suffer?! Maybe there is, however, if you can possibly hear the tone... It actually means, I aim for happiness. Everyone wants happiness. When people sad and feels glo0my, they will ask "WHY?"... When a "Why" is mentioned, simply they want a reason for it... So0, they will searched for the answer at any risk. Never really thought about the consequences. Sometimes, when they really into it and lost their self, they can't even recognise their own name or who they are. Changes! That's what it called.

Changes! I'm going to write about changes. hahaha... I'm not sure if i ever write about this but somehow, I just have the urge to write about it. Anywayz, people change upon certain things. They think, they react. List out things that needs to be fix and things need to be add. Like a recipe, you add some and you cut down some = delicious meal! Some changes can be very dramatic and bad towards someone but some changes are for the best. Many people fear of the word change. These kind of people just don't want to take a chance. They might even run away from it. What i'm trying to say, it's not a crime to change and there is nothing to be afraid of. Changes takes place when it needs to0. Take a chance and feel it. If it's result is bad then change to go0d. I'm not saying that you have to keep changing for the sake of changing... Keep this word in mind, "I'm changing because I want to make my life a better place and a place that is pleasant for me, my family, friends and company to stay..." I know, sometimes changes hurt others... Yeah, it's true... But be sure of yourself and what you want and if it's worth of it...

Changes also means chance. I mean, you t0ok your chance to be someone that you want to be. You want to be someone that everyone knows you off... There are alot to changes...... All i can think of about changes is this... Never be afraid to changes cuz changes are for the better. Changes are chances and never leave it out... ;) Keep smilling!

? a life to0 precious to ~~WASTE~~.
7:11 PM

Dedication to my LOVE ONES!

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
Over the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you

? a life to0 precious to ~~WASTE~~.
3:11 AM

Wednesday, May 2, 2007

Euro Funfair...

Euro Funfair is here to stay for one month! Wuho0!! Enough time for me to save money... hehe... I went there with Kinah that time and it wasn't what i've expected it would be but at least, there are still some thrilling rides that worth to pay for. I've chose some and am waiting for my pay day. I'm not sure with who i'm going. If Kinah is up for it then with Kinah if not, probably I'm alone or just scroll down the contact list in my handphone and call up the potential friend that's free and up for the trip on that particular day... hehe...

For your information, I just watched Final Destination 3 the other day and it was quite scary to take the ride though. I can't remember who i talked to0 about it. But the person mentioned that b'cuz of the movie, the person didn't dare to catch the ride... hahaha... Well, it may seems quite fearful but then, i won't miss the fun for the world... hehehe..

Well, I can't wait to catch the rides though. I can be quite impatient abt this. Not to mention about movie. I will just go alone if no one wants to come along. hahaha... I wonder how it's going to be... I just so0 want to go on the rides... ahaha....

It's just so0 tempting and kind of feels funny, listening to the scream of the people on the rides. Lo0king at the faces of those watching the rides go wild, makes me laugh and wonder what's on their mind. Smiles and laughter are all that I can see at the funfair. The atmosphere is such a blossom and vibrant. Kids screaming and crying and stamping their feet. Running, playing catching and all. So0 cute! haha... There are babies and infant to0. I wonder what's on their mind lo0king at the situation. They would be wondering of the colours that they see and sounds that they hear. Sometimes, I would want to be in their shoe and lo0k at things on their perspectives.

I miss baby-sitting. I enjoyed the times the panic-ness when they cried non-stop. Well, that's when i didn't know 'why'. However, times go on and i learn. I love the way they seek attention although sometime they got spanking. The times when they have to go to sleep. It sparks a joy in me. The most favourite part, is when they're sleeping. Awe...!! I so0 miss being the nanny. hahaha... I remember the part when my mom and i went round the longer route to avoid the kids spotting the rides of the funfair... ahhaha...

Well, here's some of the pictures i to0k from the Euro Funfair.. I would take more when I actually ride it... hehe... o0h yeah, i won't have lo0se objects though... I will put my hp in my pants' pocket where it won't fall easily w/o me struggling to get it out of it.. huaks... ;)

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(ghost house eh? I wonder how scary it would be... I will go in, for sure... hahaha... even if i'm a scardy cat...hhehe)

-->Funfair is always co0l... ;)

? a life to0 precious to ~~WASTE~~.
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