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Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Short story : Orange and make up free



Chapter 1


It was like a dream, watching him walking towards me, smiling. You know, like in the movies, with the wind blowing his hair and shirt, approaching me to an attempt to sweep me off the ground and bring me away from here.


The feeling were like the waves splashing down onto the beach. Birds chirpping around and, of course, 'the wind'. It was a moment of freedom.

His gaze caught to mine, his walk makes my heart skipped a beat. His orange shirt outstand others around him and how i wished he would say 'Hi' to me. Unfortunately, i'm just dreaming and fantasizing on random guys while waiting for my long lost contacted friends for a reunion to the zoo. Waiting patiently but having an exciting time fantasizing guys. Teenage girls past times.

Suddenly, someone called my name and I believed she/they had been calling me for several times while i was busying dreaming away. How embarrassed is that!!!

It was my friend! Hugging and embracing the moment of re-unitedness. She started to introduce the friends that i have not met for the past 7 years. Most of them was familiar. Until she introduced me to a tall, handsome, young man by the name of Paposh, who wore an orange shirt. Whom, i suppose, was the one i fantasized about 3 minutes ago.

My heart jumped with joyness thinking that I may have a chance to get to know him and vice versa. And for a split second, I was over the moon! Thinking that the random guy is someone i could contact. (not just random @ all now, is it?)

However, that feeling crushed down, landed underground, when I greeted, 'Hi' with a smile, he responded with a wave and a stuck-up face walking pass by me!

On that moment onwards, he just made me realized how low and ugly was I to even think about getting to know a guy like him. Tall, handsome, fair skin and a skater boy! My type but I guess, i'm not his type. Besides, there are other pretty girls there too. So why would I evern think that i had a chance with him. A friend of mine, Lizzie, was the hottest and most wanted girls back then and was one of the re-union-eers. I can't beat her in such competitions.

Nevertheless, there's no harm in fantasizing the whole day @ the zoo with him in my mind. So, I just had an eye on him even when I'm with the girls. And so0 the journey begins...



? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
11:15 PM


Truth about me



Assalamualaikum


'Someone ever asked me, 'do you have any best friends that you could turn to0?' I thought to myself and all i can say was 'they're busy' when in fact, i don't considered myself as having one... Close friends maybe, good friends yes... Best friend that shares all secrets and understands one another? I've lost him a long time ago... Allah loves him more than I do...'


'Sometimes, i wish to have a best friend aside from my boyfriend... To share all secrets and share my happy moments 'melting' over my boyfriend. A friend that would be there through my ups and downs, listening to my everything w/o thinking or judging me... And even make noise when i came home late alone... ( I MISS YOU, BOB!!! )'



These are the sentences I wrote on my Facebook wall post. I certainly am missing my cat, Bob and he was the only best friend that i could ever had. Now i'm wondering that other than Bob do i have friends that i could call best friends? I believe that i do and i did.


What happened? Well, alot of things happened and people grew up to change. I chose my path to be a loner for a reason and I ended up failing to do so0 and had friends i cared about. Unexpectedly, it didn't last forever, as all of us change and I had enough of these so-called 'best friends are forever' terms and conditions. Why expect someone to be committed and end up getting hurt?


I'm not trying to relive what has been done but i am making sure of myself that I treat all friends the same. I rather not rank them as Bffs, Close friends, good friends, friends.... I rather have one rank and that is Good Friends. Close friends, maybe... I have yet to define close friends. But for sure2, Best Friend is off limits... It's making to0 much of complications in between... With these im making no harm to anyone. I had a best friend and his name is Bob, he left us years ago and he will live in my heart forever. Honestly, to admit someone is my Best Friend is way more difficult than I thought it would be (been through this a million times) and it's time for me to be true to all and to myself... I love all my friends no more and no less... No special treatments just a delay for some situations....


I hope this explains why i'm not quite a social girl. =D


--> People change as they grow but never left short of what's in the past...



? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
7:21 PM


Lagenda Budak Setan



<> Assalamualaikum


I to0 have been watching these malay drama series, Lagenda Budak Setan (Legend of a naughty boy). It's a love novel that turned into a movie and series. It is a very touching story about two human falling in love and loyal to it. Almost like Romeo and Juliet via Shakespear. But better!




It started off whereby a boy, Kasyah fell in love with a gir,Ayu new in town in high school and the love blossoms when both of them were studying in Fresno,America after High School. Unfortunately, Ayu was tricked by her own mother and gotten married to her ex-boyfriend,Azmi, as to fulfill her mother's wish. Left her only lover alone and confused back in America.

Her life was not at all happy. She suffered as her husband not only hit her when he's drunk but also brought home girls/prostitutes in their home to satisfy his undying 'animal instinct'. Whilst her lover were gone and awaited for a miracle to happen.

One day her husband hit her and she ran and got into an accident. She had a plastic surgery and asked for a divorce. Nevertheless, Kasyah and Ayu reunited but Kasyah never knew who she was. Hoping that he will fall in love with the new her. Truth be told they were about to get married but her mother didn't know and was poisioned by the ex-husband's words. Ended up, her ex-husband came and hit her again and she hit the wall hard that let her to coma.

For months Ayu was in a coma and her mother realized that Kasyah is her true lover and agreed to have them both together. Unfrotunately, when she awoke she lost her memory and couldn't remember anything. It was a great disappointment and a huge challenge for Kasyah. He didn't want to marry her if she's not willing to0.

Throughout the process of trying to help Ayu remember, Kasyah went to work in a company where his boss, Katerina, fell in love with him and both shared a feeling. Nevertheless, he did not gave up to continue and love his true lover, Ayu. Finally, Ayu agreed to marry him but Kate was hurt as her feeling were wasted. Kasyah was confused and if he was allowed to have them both he would have... He felt guilty...


Isn't it a rollercoaster??? A love story full of challenges. Can a love last as long as forever??? Will a human being love that someone for the rest of his/her lives no matter what happens??? Or will the promises between the two only become words that can't be seen or heard after a tragedy strikes??? Then, what is the meaning of 'no matter what happens???


--> Love is a Mystery to uncover...




? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
5:20 PM


Saturday, February 4, 2012

TRANSFORMERS 4



Assalamualaikum


I was just browsing through the youtubes videos and came across a video about Shia LaBeouf.

Seriously, if they are making Transformers 4 w/o Shia/Sam. It's going down under, rock bottom. At least just my opinion. Having Megan away from Transformers 3 was already half of the disappointment, now Shia? If it's true, they better make it as if Sam died of heart attack rather than having Megan as a bicth that ditch Sam. And if having another actor as Sam. It will and going to be a down fall.

Transformers is NOT Days of our Lives that can replaced any one as the lead. From the way i see it, Transformers 1 and 2 are the best whereas Transformers 3 is a disappointment not because of Megan not being the girl but having Optimus tangled while the rest are fighting for their lives and getting Ironhide died in a split second was a major turn off!!!

So not having Shia in Transformers 4 (if any), its going to be a lost... But Autobots alone may not be a bad nor good idea either... Let's see if there will be any 4th...



? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
2:09 AM


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