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Wednesday, November 28, 2007

What makes it a deal?



Well, been awhile eh? Just for the record, alot of things been going on and some of it are quite complicated. Anywayz, let's get it off the ho0k and focus on the topic today...

What makes it a deal when someone comments about my being? It is because to change for the better and not making myself lo0k worser than a wendigo after 100 years of surviving in the wo0ds eating other humans flesh. When someone tells me about me, i get sources. Sometimes I tend to forget to whom i'm with. I mean, humans have emotions. Certain humans can take a certain amount of someone else's being while others are flexible about it. Knowing yourself with someone else is as important as knowing how many pain killers you take to ease the pain. At the same time, you know that other person's being and how dangerous normal drugs can be.

That's why it is a deal to me so that i know how much intake and outake i should make. I'm not bragging or making a big fuss out of a comment. I'm just analysing the facts. There's a saying that sounds something like this : You can't see what's in you through the mirror but through the eyes of others. What it meant is, you can't judge yourself to say that you are go0d or vice versa but others can. For example, a murderer says he's innocent but evidence from the detectives says otherwise. Knowing you also meant they see through the inner and outer side of you. With the things they see can actually determine the connection and relationship between you and that other person; be it your friends, colleagues even your own parents.

It is go0d to get comments be it negative or positive. Somehow it motivates your inner self and emotions. Also that depends on how you take a comment. It is normal and eventually high in percentage that humans take negative comments as disincentive or in other words, opposite of motivation which leads to corruptions and worsen the problem that sparks the fire. Therefore, welcomes the comments with definite delight (even if it's hurtful) and thanks the person who comments on you. In the back of house, search for facts (why, how, when, where, what..etc..), analyze and judge. At the end of the day, you know yourself better and through this process you will learn more about yourself. Re-create the negative comments and keep on going for the positive ones.

Make a comment a big deal in your list. Who knows you'll be the special person for that someone or everyone... (Anywayz, it's just my opinion..)



? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
1:31 AM


Wednesday, November 14, 2007

LINKIN PARK ROCKS!!



Wuho0o0o! Yesterday they were in Singapore for their concert. I went there!!! Wepeee!! Been waiting for their concert for a loo0o0og time and they were here. It was my first time going to a concert and it's Linkin Park concert. My experience there wasn't as i expected it to be but it's damn freaking awesome. I'd say i expected it to be more peaceful or so0... To my bad expectation, I nearly died in the crowd... hahaha... Nevertheless, it's really was a great concert and I had fun...

They were late for an hour but they never re-gain that hour. It lasted for 1 and the half hour. It's o0hky, we had fun. I never go to clubbing b'cuz it's just so0 disgusting but i think going to concert is the most disgusting thing ever. You got the sweat of thousands human being all over you. Keep your mouth close for a safety unwanting taste in your mouth. But WAIT! It's a CONCERT!! What the HECK!! You just gotta do it!!! You can't keep your mouth close and you simply can't have ro0m for yourself... hahaha...

Linkin Park played their songs but not all. I was hoping they'll be playing some of their unreleased songs but unfortunately they didn't. Excused me cause i'm short there and I nearly fell under. The effects were co0l. I to0k some photos and it was fantastic. Shinoda even asked the back people not to push towards the front. Now, I knew he's going to say that. I was in the front rows and was suffocating. The fun part, they saw me! huaks... Worth of my $150. How sure I am..? They're the rockstar and they lo0k around.. Only they won't remember... huaks! :P

The ending was abit a shock cuz, it just ended... huaks... o0hky... I don't really know how to described it cause i, myself still in disbelief that i just went there. I remember in 2001 all the way to 2006, i was watching their concert videos and told myself that I'm going to be there one day. I'm going to be in the crowd enjoying myself. I had the chance when they were in Singapore to do concert in Padang but unfortunately money wasn't enough cause i exceeded spending it. YESTERDAY! I WAS IN THE CONCERT! Time flies by so0 quickly when i really having a damn freaking awesome fun!! huaks... o0h, i was with a friend of mine but when the concert starts, i don't even know where she went... o0h well, I had a damn really go0d fun! wuho0o0o... Here are some photos... -->>>


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Free Image Hosting at www.ImageShack.us(the stage)

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thats the end... Lots of pix but compz abit lagging.... (gosh i'm FAT!!)



? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
11:58 AM


Thursday, November 8, 2007

Part of ME



Call me selfish cause if you've noticed almost MOST of my post have this word "ME"... Doesn't it seems so0? o0h Well! What can I say, the blog is of me and about me... DUH! hahaha...

I never really thought about anything else but fantasy and sees everything like the 'Beautiful Mind' does.. Only that I'm the dumbest of all... I'm starting to think i belong to those poeple whom 'NORMAL' people called 'EMO'. They said that emoers are the most despise 'culture'. I don't even know why. Probably because they loves killing and hurting themselves. Well, smoking is one of the slowest way to kill a life. So0, tell me one thing.. are they part of it?o0hky, explain to me something, does having drugs to part of the emoers way to hurt/kill themselves?

These reasons are possible but what about the definition of 'Emotional' as for short is 'Emo'. They liked to be alone and cried because it hurts so0 much. They cry for the slightest emotions touched or hurt. It's the way they 'hurt' and 'release' the 'pain'. They screamed and run and go hywired. Call me confused but is it right to despise such people? I admit i do despise those gangster who just wouldn't stop fighting and think they're huge, big and kills. Why run when u cut off someone's hand? Why don't you be those psychotic people who kill and disguised themselves and sto0d tall infront of the court with their list offence sho0ting at their faces?

I don't even know why i should hate people? I don't even know why i should like people at the first place. Cause all i know and very aware of that they're fakers and pretenders. I won't say that I'm the perfect puppet made but it's human. I can say and see myself as angelic but they who sees me and talks a different thing. One thing, they're not go0d at talking straight to my face that I'm a biatch! Why? B'cus they have emotions of sympathy. Sympathising is the worst one of all. No one talks, no one tells and nothing be done.

What has this long listing connections with the title? Part of Me is as bad as the wicked step-mother in Cinderella, part of me is just Cinderella herself. I found this song from Linkin Park called Part of ME. The song is about (well part of me), confusion. 'Part of me won't go away, everyday remind me of how much i hate it' .. And when it comes to the chorus there's some slashes and bleeding which reminds me of emo... huaks... o0hky... Something really lame. But just think about it, that's what I thought it is... o0o well..



? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
4:04 PM


Saturday, November 3, 2007

Invisible ME?



Hahaha... Way out of it all, i know i did on a topic about Invisible Friends but today, it's just an Invisible ME! I'm not sure if I ever wrote about it or mention of it but I'm just going to write it anyway. Before that, today i had a date with my mom. Pretty go0d! We watched 'Game Plan' and it's damn freaking funny,sweet and sad. It's about a star whom didn't know he has a daughter for 8 years. She came by and the story went on. What touched me is that, he wasn't a man who would accept the fact his a father but surprisingly, he did. He participated in his daughter performance and ran (carrying her) to the hospital such that she was allergic to nuts and she ate it which nearly killed her... More to be awed for...

I bought a movie, 'The Invisible'. It's freaky... Lo0king down on you while you're dying. Carrying and touching your own skin and body. No one hears you nor see you. You're half dead!

I sto0d there lifelessly
A zombie, I'm seem
Lo0king down on me
My body and touching my skin

I'm still alive yet i lo0ked at me sleeping
Fear clouds over me
Tension of finding who could hear me
I have no time left, I'm not dead YET!

Am i a ghost or am i a spirit with unfinished business?
Help me! I screamed
Silence, responding
Where would I go to seek someone of me?

I laid low
Crying my eyes out
My heart scream
My mind's empty

Hey, mom and dad!
I wish you could hear me
But i've been missing
And you don't even know where I'm last seen

I touched and I feel
Closed my eyes and there's peace
Where am I here?
Why don't you tell me?

I l0oked in the mirror
I always see a girl with tears
Now, there's an empty slot
To be filled with particles

That's it i'm lost and missing
Who will that be to find me?
Find me alive
And surviving......



? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
7:59 PM


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