Sunday, December 17, 2006
Go0d Morning
The night is over here comes the day...
I wish for some breakfast but nothing is on the table
My fat ass growing bigger and damn! I'm growing fatter...
Let see, what abt some cereal instead of nasi?... ahahaha
Go0d Morning!!
Yeye!! I'm not working today... Hehehe... Aiyo0o0o0o, no money comes in arr... But erm, at least i can watch disney movie... hehe... hmm... So0 what do you think? hahah
Hey, what would you do when you feel like killing yourself? What would you do when you just can't take it and feel like blowing up things? hmm... Well, I'd say that I'll kill myself with a bombastic sound system playing LINKIN PARK music!!! (or anything that's Rock/Alternative/Punkrock.. IF only i hv such soundsystem with sound proof building or ro0m... ) Sometimes i feel the urge to break lo0se, take the knife and hurt myself but that's totally not go0d and wrong. In order to co0l myself, I went out alone or with friends (mostly alone cuz usually last minute) and watch a movie... Other than that, i'd sing my lungs out and party with myself.. hahaha... But the best thing, i'd do something silly provided if i hv cash... hmm... What do u think? Well, i'll co0k my own recipe. haha.. Most of the time it fails... but a few times i hv it tasty and (im getting hungry) go0d... hahaha... I'm not praising myself but i was the one who ate it so0... yeah! I score myself... hehehe...
Do u talk to urself when u're lonely? I do! I always talked to myself when I'm lonely... Hmm, i enjoy talking to myself cuz it's fun and silly... I got some faces from others when they saw me talking to myself... I even being called 'Crazy' for that... Well, there are other reason why I'm being called crazy... ahaha.... Not only that, sm ppl thinks I hv sixth sense... Co0l... I don't but I do talk to myself and i don't care what people think abt it... Some people say that when a person talks to themself they are lonly and needed help... For me, I'm not lonely... I don't need help.. It's my hobby... So0 don't try and stick ur nose into my business... hahaha...
hey r u watching CRIB, now? I am.. n damn! I'm so0 jealous with these popstar peeps... I wanna my own house!! I wanna my own ro0m my own tv, my own computer... I wanna my own everything... Even my own Spiderman! Gosh! I gotta admit it, I stole Peter Parker after Mary Jane was known as dead! (but she isn't... she lost her memmory... haha... i jst made that up) I know Peter Parker still loves Mary Jane even after having 5 children with him... bo0 ho0 ho0... o0h well! I love Spiderman, got a few of his collections and some are my presents from my parents and friends... Co0l!! Thanks peeps... Muacks... Whatever it is, Spiderman (Peter Parker) is mine!!! HAHAHA.... Reality check: I'm single (over a year) and have no Spiderman of my own... hmm... I wonder who... Myabe Chad Michael Murray would just come by and 'Hey there, wanna date?'... hahaha...
Talking abt dating... Do u believe me even when i hv 5 exs, i don't really hv a romantic, interesting, memorable date? Well believe me not, it's true... However, i'd say that i enjoyed one particular date that was unplanned, spontaneous and smo0th... It wasn't awkward and unusual... I don't really feel embarrassed even when i did embarrassed myself (as i always do) and it was very comfortable as well as there were alot of talking than silence(which i usually hv previously)... And I dnt feel any discomfiture (which also i have previously) which is Awesome!!... I'd say, that night was a wonderful, unforgettable and co0l night... hmm... haha...
"I wonder if i ever hv that night again in the future..." *wondering*...Maybe with Chad this time... huaks... On a ro0ftop of a building, hving candle light dinner with some music... and just lo0k through the world that's arnd... wo0w! Romantic,sentimental- nya... huaks... Well, that'll be just a dream that i can just imagine... erm... hahaha...
->Dreams are possible to come true... will it?
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
11:34 AM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me