Tuesday, December 26, 2006
It's just gonna be a dream of mine
Before i jump onto the topic , I jst wanna say that I went to orchard road on the eve of ChristMas and it was packed! People spraying each other n some got targetted... Luckily I not... huaks... Act smart mah walking alone... huaks... Niways, i met up eith some old peeps + their fwens... Co0l... I got Doreamon for present... huaks... N i nvr give anything to anyone... So0 bad arr... huaks... Well, it wasn't much although it's my first time going there on a festive day... Well, b'cuz it was jam packed and my fwens don't wanna walk (who would want?) but I totally don't mind arr... I wld prefer to walk so0 that i can seE things around... Hmm... Then again i think, I wld prefer to walk along orchard than sitting arnd... Cuz at least can see some action and experience smthing new... I mean, I've never been to orchard on a festive day like Christmas cuz I will be at home watching tv... huaks... So0, Jakun lah sikit... Unfortunately, we just sit arnd and talk, catching up on things... But i don't mind at all though... At least, I do enjoy hanging out with them... huaks...
I'm a bit blur at times when things unclear... Forgive me if I'm asking to0 much of questions and sometimes it's eXtraNe0uS... Just wanna SuBStanTiAte things... So0, please be patience upon me... hehe
Back to the topic of the day... First, hv u ever encounter such feeling that u dont want to feel but it jst keeps coming and u tried so0 hard that it's all bulLsHit n u hate it... but smhw it makes u happy at some point... but u jst hate it so0 much cuz it hurts? Do u understand? Well, I think you won't but for those who can understand what I'm trying to say... Thank you... I don't know but it really crE3ps me out... I feel soo0 ExCruCiating when come to think abt this so0 call feeling... At some point as i've mentioned that it does make me SmiLE :D but it eAts Me from inside... I know some things happen and some things don't happen... Opportunity comes once in a lifetime (at times it just keeps coming to0) but would it be an opportunity that i'm lo0king for or is it just a glimPse of what i'm lo0king for.... I'm cLue-LeZ and I don't know what to do or believe in... Even if the 'oPp0RtuniTy' is right in front of me, I don't think it will until it's obVIOUSly meant for me... Then again, it's all just gonna be a DrEam of mine...
->Swiftly moving on
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
2:30 AM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me