Saturday, December 23, 2006
Rage!
Why is it always ME?? DamnZ! Should have stayed overnight at Sentosa after the party seh!!... Wish I nvr come home earlier... I'm freaking pissed, man!!! Blame me for what I didn't do? Blame me for everything even if I'm not at home... Y don't you just wish that I'm not alive?? Y don't u jst wish that I'm dead... DEAD!!!... Why blame me for things that I do wrong and never praise me or show any appreciation abt the things i do right? Wait!!... Everything i do is wrong! Wrong! Wrong! Wrong!! I never do things anything right, now do i? Waste my time for running here and there... What do I get? Nothing in return... Been going on... like what??... FOREVER!! Ever wonder what starts all of this?? Ever wonder why it happened the way it is? Ever wonder why?? WhY??
Thanks for whatever you've give me... But What i do really need right now is something else that I think you've forgotten... It's sad to say that you see nothing... Just the Blackness of me... There's nothing WhiTe or color that's nice to see... Worst still!! You see me as nothing... I'm just an invisible thing that existed in this real life...
Been lonely all the time
Waiting for some light
Dat will shine for me as of im in the dark
Pitch black it seems nothing can be seen
Throwing myself out of the window
How i wish I would fell flat to the flo0r
Head hits first
Blo0d gushing out
Brain splatting around
I'm not breathing
I'm D.E.A.D (DEAD)!
o0h Yeah! Hope it's for real...
Been hurt so0 many times
Lied to0, countlessly
Broken heart can never mend
I don't care anymore precisely
I meant to be alone
Die in one grave
o0h yeah, i've been thrown
ChoCOlaTEY, i'm rage...
Every child would have this wish.... I wanna get away...........
->When the world goes upside down... Say this.. ChoColaTey, life goes on...
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
2:55 AM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me