Friday, December 29, 2006
Reflection
o0hky! guess what? I've written a very long 'composition' abt reflection a few minutes ago and guez what happened? The PC suddenly re-start itself.. How frustrating can that be? I can't really remember all of the details but i can only remember a few... hmmm...
I was typing abt me being fat and the fo0d was GrEat and it can't be helped..
Anywayz, that wasn't what the topic is all abt. Since new year's coming in 3 days, i've been lo0king back on the things i've done... (lyrics of BSB) and I realised that I'm still ALIVE !! I didn't expect it to be. Honestly, I am aStoniShed of what I've achieved although I did not get into Polytechnic but my achievements way greater and better than I expect it to be.
These achievements are in terms of emotions and intelligence. Not intelligence as in I got A's for everything, it's in terms of matUriTy and coMm0N SenSe . Emotions.. Erm, example.. I was a hot tempered girl and I got angry to EVRYONE when actually I only have to be angry at ONE ... I've controlled my feelings acceptably. I've achieved not to get angry gratuitiously and maintain my current emotions.. I do get pissed and frustrated sometimes but at least, i did not fumed up and kick the table n chairs or even hit the walls... Then again, I might and will do that at some circumstances... Just don't test my patience.. Trust me, you don't want to see that side of me.. But if you do in the future, I'm sorry.. It can't be helped...
For those who've seen it, you do know how obNoXious it can be. Don't ask me how NaSty I got cuz I tend to forget the past and start a fresh new beginning ... What is left to forget is meant to be forgotten.. What is being built and are for memories meant to be remembered and reminisce... Let's put the past behind us and make it the challenge we've achieved or failed and still succeed to move on; Let tomorrow be our fresh challenges and new goals to triumph and grab the Gold ;D
->New Year's coming... Helo0o!!! Smile!!!! :D
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
2:18 PM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me