Sunday, December 17, 2006
This is so0 frustrating
I know i did say YEY, i'm not working today.. But It's damn freakingly boring!!! It's raining but not so0 heavy rain(boring!)... I wonder how's the weather in Sentosa... Hmm... Well, if not b'cuz of the Disney Movie, i'd be at work instead... o0h well...
Anywayz, I love Linkin Park but most people said that they are sux.. Well, i believe not... i love them b'cuz of their talents, music and interaction/communication with the fans... o0h yeah! Hell yeah they are co0l!!.. One more thing, they're music has taken me one step closer towards the meaning of life... Their music have helped me get through extremely rough, painful and clueless situation in my life and still continues to put a smile on my face... From their first album I love almost all of the tracks and it reflects alot what's happening in my life... let me share with you Forgotten...
From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core I've forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
Taken far from my safety
The picture is there
The memory won't escape me
But why should I care
There's a place so dark you can't see the end
(Skies cock back) and shock that which can't defend
The rain then sends dripping acidic questions
Forcefully, the power of suggestion
Then with the eyes tightly shut looking thought the rust and rotten dust
A spot of light floods the floor
And pours over the rusted world of pretend
The eyes ease open and its dark again
Chorus
Bridge:
In the memory you'll find me
Eyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly
Until the sun rises up
Moving all around
Screaming of the ups and downs
Pollution manifested in perpetual sound
The wheels go round and the sunset creeps past the
Street lamps, chain-link, and concrete
A little piece of paper with a picture drawn
Floats on down the street till the wind is gone
The memory now is like the picture was then
When the paper's crumpled up it can't be perfect again
chorus
bridge
Now you got me caught in the act
You bring the thought back
I'm telling you that
I see it right through you
I got to tell ya something, i may not understand what EXACTLY Linkin Park refers this song to0 but from what I understand from it may be different... Different people lo0k at things different way.. so0 here:-
This songs somehow shows angust, disappointment and hatred.. Felt betrayed and helpless cuz somehow something is so0 close (attached) and there's no escape from the past... Everyone will be asking even when they knew or not at the present time between that connection... It's so0 painful cuz it's so0 near and yet so0 far.. However, nothing can be undone and it haunts just every single moment u're trying to get away... It is scary and the fear would comes by from someone else either related or not... Trying to forget but it jst keeps coming back and the pain and suffering was being felt again... It's hard to say that it's simply what everyone might go through same/similar thingy... However, life is full of misery...
A little piece of paper with a picture drawn
Floats on down the street till the wind is gone
The memory now is like the picture was then
When the paper's crumpled up it can't be perfect again :- for example, the picture is me.. life goes on following the wind.. WhatEVER happens during the journey, nothing can be done to change it.. (may it be go0d or bad)
Life is so0 unfair, Life is so0 cruel.. But is it true that life is real?
-> Truth will be told
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
6:35 PM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me