Saturday, January 27, 2007
RED!!!
I'm so0 damn Furious!!! My dad decided to AbaNdoN Bob!... What the ChoColaTEY !!! Just because his sick... I mean, helo0o0!!! Ever trying to find out what happened at the starting?? Well, likewise, he's trying to get some ATTENTION!!!!! He was worst before this!! He's getting better when i'm seeing him often! Don't ever ask me that you want to put him somewhere else... He's an animal, i know... But he's NOT a STRANGER!!! He's MY LOVE!!! I can live w/o that Bitch!! But I CANNOT live w/o BOB...!!! He's my one and only... Can't you see him as a happiness?? o0h yeah, i forgot... He's an animal to u... He's my soul surviver!! If you abandon him, things will get worse!!! Don't you know, cats are the favourite animal of NABI?? Ever wonder why our home been such??? BROKEN!!! I won't be home and don't think i'm gonna be the same.... You take him away.... You're taking me away to0.... I promised you that I will keep u happy... I gez if u take him away, that promise are just words.... I'm sorry but Bob is my closest family... Do u hear that?? FAMILY!!!.... Fuck up with your family bonding!!! Bullshit!!! THEY don't even care!!!.... They're not even home... Have you have any heart?? Bob cried for you when you got home!! Although that get me the scolding from you when i wasn't suppose to0... But he cried for you!!! Called up for you!! Want you to pat his back!! What did you do0?? Scream at him, making him feel guilty!! Hey, HE'S SICK LAH, PLEASE!!! ARGH!!! o0h yeah! Before i forget, you discourage me n disgrace my determination and effort for trying to be a go0d daughter. It's a go0d thing that i make an effort to co0k some dish other than chicken... You weren't home neither is mom... What do u expect the dish to turn out? Go0d as the CHEF co0k??... You said I didn't listen... Well, you didn't give clear instruction.....!!! When i want to try n co0k other dish tomorrow... what did u said? I can't do it!!... How do u think I feel? I'm not hurT!! Not at all.... But when i don't want to learn how to co0k, don't come calling me lazy cuz i may hv lost interest in co0king.... Anywayz, if you take BOB away... Don't stop me from making my way out of your life!!!
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
8:00 PM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me