Sunday, February 11, 2007
Caught in the middle
It's a sadden. I am caught in the middle no matter what the situation is. I am scared and I'm freaked. I don't know what to do and i don't know what i've got myself into. Now, i can't get out of it. I'm not scared of going throughg the pain but what i'm more scared is hurting others. I'd rather have myself hurt than having others getting hurt because of me. I'm confused! In this matter, I am confused, scared, freaking out and timid!! I don't care what people think.. I don't care what they think... All I care about right now, is brain-washing... I don't want to remember tiny bit of HAPPINESS... Though i do much had so0 much fun... If this is what it feels like now! I'd rather have none.... Can i hv NO EMOTION? Can i not have this whatever it is... can i be emotionless? Please please please please halp me! Let this feeling be nothing... Let me free.. Let me have the freedom... Let me be strong... No i'm weak at this matter.... sho0t me dead!
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
1:07 PM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me