Friday, February 16, 2007
Feminine versus Rugged/Rugat
What is this about? This is about MOST guys... They only lo0k for the girls that are feminine.. We, the rugged/rugat type are being kicked aside!! One of my guy best fwen said that we are SCARY!!! What?! B'cuz we can do whatever they can do0? Afraid that they'll get beaten by us? Embarrassed by us? I totally don't understand this part... He said not like that but it's nice to see girls who are feminine.... What!!!
Do guys ever want to see girls do something other than co0king, serving them and stuff?? Hey, we have the same two hands and feet with a brain like those whom is feminine!!! I just don't understand why... The worst thing, they hear us... Liked us... When see us... They ran!! (more like see my freaking face) What the freaking hell!!
Feminine girls, yeah they're sweet... They're soft, they're gentle... They're beautiful... Rugged/Rugat... They're harsh... They're sporty... They're tough.... They're competitors.... They're ugly.... But still... They're girls!!! We are all girls.... so0, why do leave us behind?
You know, our deepest secret... We are as equal as the feminine girls... But we didn't show... Here is mine deepest secret, i am tough... But I am soft... Yeah! I've said it!! The one who are tough are those who are really soft... (You read this? That's me... When u gave me that lo0k... I was surprised... I didn't even realise that you knew... to0 bad... It's not even what it's meant to be... I'm sorry to have liked you... I'm way out of your league...)
Sometimes I wonder, should we change just to be liked and attracted? or should we change because it's something new? I realised that the reason I changed in the past year was to be liked and attracted. However, now i've changed not because I want to be liked or attracted but it is more than just that... I want to be happy with myself... I want to like myself... I want to be invisible and invincible with what's around...
Well, guys!! Open your eyes.... Feminine? Rugged? We're still girls... Btw, I did mentioned rugged/rugat... Not lesbian or butch!!... Excuse me... :D
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
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I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me