Thursday, March 8, 2007
The Boy
He was reminscing the moment they had. He misses her but he never tells. He's afraid. He fears she wouldn't want him to be near her. He pretend nothing happened, nothing of his feeling towards her triggers. He saw her but does she knows. Her smile, her laughters and everything about her seems to be so0 fine. 'Is she the ONE? Can she tolerate with me and my life?,' he asked himself.
He continues with his life as per normal. Up and down he encounters, he manages through life. He gives up the hope and the feeling towards her. She has a life of her own, probably better than his. He wouldn't want her to be caught up with his life and as a result ruined hers. He surrenders and walked away. She lo0k so0 happy and enjoying herself just as she is. At a time, he wanted to say the words but the words didn't come out when her eyes met his. 'Would it be wise to tell? Isn't it to0 so0n?,'he asked himself and he answered it as well--> 'To0 so0n it is and it's not wise to tell, no point in jumping straight and tell her that you like her cuz you might get hurt in the end'.
How he wish she knew? How he wish that she likes her to0? The time they spent, change the perspective of life. The time they're alone, does ever think abt him once in a while?
He receives a go0d news. He's life is so0 wonderful. His dreams are a step away, more hardwork to be put in for it. She asked how's he doing. A smile, he has pasted on him. He was busy but a line or two wouldn't kill. Should he tell her? No, it's to0 so0n... Lets just sit around and wait for the truth. Patience is all it takes.
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
12:58 PM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me