Thursday, March 1, 2007
Crashing Down
Wuho0o00o!!! Can upload pic already... Yeah!!!
Anywayz, it was raining today and never stop till now. Well, it goes from drizzling to heavy to light drizzle again. I love rainny days but not rainny days at work. EeewwwWW !! That horrible smell of the raincoats will stick around until I go for the shower. Damn! I would rather be wet than having to wear that awful smell of raincoat. Then again, like it or not I have to wear it. I pray for tomorrow never rains. Please...!! It is hard enough to take care of the peeps w/o the rain...
Talking about the guests, I learn some chinese words today... hahha...
Pu yiow chan cai cerh lee (no standing here)
Che ts-uo0 (seats, this way..something like that)
chukoh, na pian(out this way)
There are alot more but I can remember this one. I'm not sure if I spell it the correct way but this is how i pronounced them. Hopefully it does sounds something like the meaning itself. As all of you know, chinese language has 4 type of pitch or something which is quite difficult. Huaks...
I believe the guests were laughing at me instead of laughing with me. o0h well, I treated it as laughing with me though. However, the sky weren't so0 happy. Then again, it does make me feel relieved as it does know how i'm feeling. Why I'm feeling quite low wasn't because of the guests or the raincoat. It was because of something else.
It's a sadden. I've tried to understand but everytime I do the right thing, I ended up being accused the wrong thing. Sometimes I wonder am I doing the right thing? For a moment, I stopp and think... Should I go that way or should I go this way? As a person, I chose to do things my way provided with what my heart tells me to do. Nevertheless, that doesn't mean I don't listen and judge what others opinion and suggestions. I am old enough to know what's right and what's wrong. What's upsets me the most, for those who let me think like a child actually told me to think like an adult when I am doing the right thing but they accused me not listening... (???) Totally!!!
Just like me (city), I feel so0 small and been crushed by something huge(shoe)...
-->Life is full of surprises and complicated events....
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
12:41 AM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me