Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Depre(zZ)!
It tickles me when everyone lo0ked at me and say, 'Cheer up! Don't just let a guy puts ur mo0d to zero...' hahah... Yeah, I might have unsuccessful past relationships but I'm not bothered by it or depress thinking abt it. I am not depress. Depress = ZzzZzz... o0hky yeah, i do get deprez at times but nothing major. However, today almost EVERYONE said that i lo0k tensed and deprez... HUH? For what reason? Let's see....
One said that we started to talk abt past relationships and i jst had quite an overturn. hmm... Is it? Well, probably you peeps would think that I am still in the past which totally wrong. I am in the present and i'm thinking abt the seconds and the future. However, what i'm thinking abt are just unrelated stuff. One minute, I'm thinking abt what life has to offer for me in the future? Another minute, I would be thinking, what time my mom's gonna get home? Another minute, I would gaze up the sky and ask how many stars will be seen tonight? Actually, these are some of the thoughts that i had. Suddenly, someone came up to me and asked,'What's wrong? You lo0k depress. Don't be tense!' I was like, huh? what? (????) Really!! I was clueless indeed. Suspected it's abt relationship or just having a thought of the relations. I was speechless and tried to talk it out but failed to0 cuz they say that I lo0k deprez... hahaha... Guess that I should have enough sleep. Depress = Depre(ZzzZ) hahaha...
Well, to clear the air. I am not depress of any such. I am a happy girl, things been great and I am blessed that I've survived another day every single day. Enthusiastic about lots of things coming up and the mystery of life itself. Glad to be wherever I am and things happens for a reason. When i am quiet, doesn't mean that I am under stress. Sometimes, i have nothing to say and I would just like to listen. Sometimes, I just like to lo0k around and find the slightest unnotice things/creature/material.. etc... Another thing, when it comes to extra-energetic = crazy!!...hahaha...
I do need to sleep more right?... hahaha... I'm trying to get some sleep nowadays. However, my new bed will be coming so0n so i would have time for my beauty sleep. wo0w can't wait.. hehe... I'm excited!!!... ehehe...
---> Someone told me,'Drink lots of milk and smile more + laugh' .... hmm... Maybe I should have follow that method eh?... haha... o0h yeah, i do lo0k kind of deprez in the pic on the previous post... huaks... gosh!! Well, life is full of surprises to be depress abt?
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
12:55 AM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me