Wednesday, March 7, 2007
Distorted scene
What a day today? Met up with Dee! Yepee... Been like almost years since we last met. Miss you, Dee... We've been catching up with things but it wasn't enough still we had fun. I should get a together with all of my fellow friends. I'm still trying to fix date with the Evergreen pri peeps and Ping Yi pri peeps. Anywayz, back to today. I woke up quite late today. I should stop this bad habit and get it to be a go0d habit. We were supposed to meet at Admiralty Place Mac and talk but instead, I dragged her to Dhoby Ghaut as I have somethings to send there.
I was glad to have met her after so0 long.... Without hesitation, we started off telling how's our life's been and bla bla bla... It was quite similar stuffy. Pretty much dislike with whatever is going on around us. In addition, with the boys matter. Can you actually believe guys saying 'i love you', 'I want to marry you' and 'i want to spend the rest of my life with you' when they only know your first name?? Can you believe guys that says,'you are the one' when he only knows ur age? Wait... can you believe guys that says, 'I love you' smo0thly like as if nothing bothered him when he only knows ur phone number??
I don't know what you peeps would think me as... However, guys are difficult to understand and likewise for them girls are difficult to understand. One minute the guys are saying this and the other minute, he's saying the opposite of what he have said at the first minute. Guys don't really read our minds but they wanted us to read their minds (sekali ku sebat)... Guys expect what they say as being the superior... Hel0o... Girls is also a human being not a robot...
I personally would say that I don't really believe in their words (only if they proved it to me). Words are just words. From my experiences, they are predators that are go0d with words. Tackle every weakness of each individual girls have. Once they had it, they play along.. painting it with beautiful colors and making us girls go blind when it's actually turning everything into black of darkness. Fo0lish of us to be blind but can't really blamed us. We were blind we should have fight and break free... Well, sometimes in life we will lo0se but sometime lo0sing will mean VICTORY in the future... Don't mess with us cause once u're screwed... You'll be crying for help ...
Believe it or not, I don't even encounter true love. I don't even know if true love or love at the first sight does exist. I do believe in Love or else where would family and friends go to0? Where would the care and concern be? Then again, relationship is another kind of undefinable love... It's just mysterious... Anywayz, you can never believe until you had it...
I am happy just the way it is... Flowing like the water in the river, falling from a height. Hitting with a splashing sound, refreshing and beauty to see... Nevertheless, don't give me that silly promises when you're don't even know me inside out... Don't give me those words when you only know my voice... Don't expect me to do things that totally irritates me and annoys me... I've learnt and I will use it against anyone whoever gets on my nerves... Mistakes are meant to Learn...
So0 much abt 'love'... Diyana and me went to watch Hannibal Rising. I thought it would be gruesome but it's not! Damn! However, it was quite o0hky... No comment... Only that grudge can make a person become a monster and seek revenge. A very awful revenge and it can be even worse than what the villain might hv done towards that one individual. hmm... The time was short so0 we hadn't really say much but we'll be meeting up so0n... Had fun!! Realize that we are of the similar state... We will make it through and sincerely judge by those who knows.... :D
-->The only love that can be trusted is the Love for Allah... Peace upon you
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
11:47 PM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me