Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Her pain
Betrayed by the facts, she feel so0 wind up. She's depressed, she's confused and she's waiting for an answer. Seeking help from those higher from her, she seems to disagree with every thing but then again, it's the facts. In her heart, she wanted to turn back time and wish that she never come to this stage. Her eyes were blinded and her heart was to0 soft. She can't but she has to force herself. Everyone around her says the truth. If she has the power to lock the truth inside a safe, she would have. She's weak and she's stumbled. She needs help but she feels that the help she seek, weren't for her at all. However, the truth-->The help she gets, are those she needs.
The girl who sat down quietly listening to them, opens her mouth to speak her personal opinions. Everything became to0 tough to handle for her now. A girl who's younger than her began to talk and of what she speaks are real and logical. She came to a conclusion that she has to make the decision. She has to be strong. She has to move on. Then again, questions start to wonder around and she began to feel the weakness taking over.
Hurt and pain she feels. Love and concern she craves. Her children faces kept playing in her mind. She knew that her children will lo0se their father so0n. How would they feel? How would they survive? Would they understand? Would they become what she was? Would she survive to see them cry and talks abt their father?What the future holds, is unknown.
The day ends when the girl stops talking. The girl was feeling quite despise by the facts that the problem woman has, are problems with man. Fear of falling surrounds her. What would she do? Will she be the same?---> (She will not! She's not anyone else! She's She! She will hold her Pride up high to help others who needs it. ) What's happening around her are lessons to be learnt. Open eyes! Things happen for a reason...
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
1:55 AM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me