Sunday, March 18, 2007
I will be strong
I've survived another day. I survived one more day and still breathing. I miss Bob so0 much. I tear everytime i think of him. I feel him every moment, think of him every second, loving him with every breath. I hope that he will be better. "I'm gonna meet you my dear Bob. I promise. " I kept forgetting that he's not here with me but he is in my heart. Sometimes without me realising, i searched for him at every corner that he once used to hide and waiting for me to search for him. I miss the touch of him... I miss everything! Incomplete I feel without him. It's like whenever he's arnd i would go on n disturb him while h'es sleeping or just be beside him n be close to him... when he's not here, it's like there's something i should do0... but there's actually nothing... Haiz...
You are being missed
I know how it feels
I try to tell but they never listen and neither do you
You sacrifice and we both suffers
Now we struggle to keep our heads up high without each other's support
I live in fear when u live in coldness
My heart's broken
Nothing can mend it
You are my one and only one
How can I find another to replace you?
I want a brother, I received all of it
A companion, a brother, a friend, a father and a soul that will always be there
You leave even when you didn't want to
A heavy heart you feel cause you know how hurt I feel
Although I smile, although I laugh
Tears still flows down in me
I hide it cause I don't want any misery
I lo0se it when i saw the emptiness in me
I miss you lots... I'm missing you so0 much
I pray for you, I pray for your health
Lo0sing you, lo0sing my heart
The most beautiful weather is incomplete without you
Knowing you will be there in my heart
Push the strength in me
Thinking abt why u left, hurts me back
Can I bring you back?
Can I bring you home with me?
I lied that I can endure
You know the truth
You lo0ked straight into my eyes when there's tears
Those stare made me strong
Make me believe that you believe that we believe
I love you
I miss you
I will be strong for you....
--> You will always be missed
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
12:57 AM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me