Saturday, March 3, 2007
VivaCity!!
Watching those kids enjoying themselves when it's at a not so0 go0d situation actually made me smile. Was I that happy? Was I enjoying myself? Was I being loved or hated? Their smiles and laughter, their fights and love makes me wonder.. Is it naturally siblings like that? Admitting it, I miz 'the family' i once had. Life changes, i agree but at some point I am upset with what had become and turned out to be. I salute those who gone through hardship. I have to admit it, I do take advantages upon that's given. I may have taken things for granted. Fo0lish me!
I am a change person now. Believe in me and I will pove it to you. You don't believe me, see your eyes through and I will prove it to you. Frankly, saying it's not that I don't care abt what is happening in this house but i don't see the point why should I? I mean, o0hky... I'm not trying to get even but whatever those two are doing is of their own actions, responsibility and own choice. They have Brains to think. All I have to think about is the household, my parents and my own life. However, all my parents do think about are those two. Sometimes it does pissed me off but then again, they're their children. Parents... They always want the best for their children. For me, I'm just doing my part as being a child and as an individual. I do take charge, rebel and stuff but I have my reasons about it all. You can call me daring, you can call me rude but hear me out before you accused.
Life is full of surprises and more of challenges. Those who goes through hardship taught me alot. I am fortunate and I realise I am the one taking things for granted. I am such a person who protested and get the things that i want but never did they know what for. What I actually want is Love... However, they can only give me what I want in order to tell me that they love me... My fault for not wanting to believe that... hahaha... Well, I know they love me as I'm their child. I don't want anything more than just that. All i want is, to see them happy. I may make them sad and feel disappointed but at the end of it all, i really want them to know what i am capable of and what I really am.
I've learnt something, Capability is your choice. Managing determines what you capable of... Got it? Well, if I want to be capable of anything... I can... It's all my choice. I have to develop it. Like Singapore for an instance, Singapore was a fishing island when Stamford came... He make Singapore capable to connect with the world... Managing it has brought Singapore this far (presently developed Singapore) ;)... It is not impossible... Natural talent is fortunate and gifted. Developing talent is far greater work to reached the status gifted... :D
It's all about hardwork, determination and perseverance... Never give up if at worst comes. Learn from the best. Thank you, Mr... You taught me alot. You make me realise alot of things. :D
--> Get up and prove!! (vivacity)[if i can reach that building, i can reach for the sky is my limit]... :D
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
11:05 PM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me