Monday, March 5, 2007
Wanna know something?
I went to sleep at 5 in the morning just because I to0k the quiz that I posted in the previous posts. It has been awhile since I sleep that late. I thought I could sleep all the way till 1pm or so0 but to my surprise and it gets to my NeRveS somehow, My dad played the VCR KARAOKE had the volume to the BLAST.. Guess what time was that? 10 am!!! I need at least another 3 hours more of sleep... I went into his bedro0m and continue my sleep. Here comes my mom talking to me when I totally don't know what she's talking abt... All i can remember was that she's going to Kampong... If there's nothing for 24th to 26th of March, I would drop by there to0... Niways, I'm not mad neither am I angry but I was quite pissed!! I want some sleep before going to work. I managed to sleep for another 1 hour however.
It pisses me off somehow that my dad told me to do the housework. He also hv this daughter who sleeps but never stay in this house who never do housework.. o0h yeah! It's not her dump why should she?? She's not around to mess the house... Fair enough! There's also this son who has brain, legs and hands... No different from me only that (you know what) erm... yeah... He messed up all the things and never clean it up.. Yeah, I was always around and I admit my ro0m and the computer place is the most untidiest part. Then again, why can't he tell the son to clean his trashes? I don't mess it... Is it fair??? o0h well, i'm always complaining about this and that... bla bla bla... I'm just pissed off cause asking me to do when i'm totally doing something else... Like it or not, i have to do it. I can rebel and all but it's enough for them to0 have troubles with those two go0ns... Besides, that's the least i can do right... In addition, i'm the type who would do alone when no ones around... :D
Anywayz, it's time for me to go to work and the day was darken. My mattress is outside(still is) and it got wet so0 no point for me to bring it in and sleeps on it. I grabbed my dad's windbreaker. Seems like i hv to buy one with my own size, i do lo0k quite funny but still it's co0l :D Back to me, I walked in the rain towards MRT sttn.. I was drenched wet. I wonder if Harbour Front would be raining as heavily. Reaching there, people lo0ked at me in confusion... When i reached the top and saw some light, I knew why... It was a very fine sunny day at Harbour Front!!! WHA!!... huaks... I stuffed the windbreaker inside my back and it made my bag bloated. huaks...
At work, someone said that I'm not Haimin... I was wondering why? She was like saying, i'm distracted with some stuff... Erm... I wonder... o0h yeah, along the way to work I msg with my two cuzzies... Missing them so0 much. Here's the funny part, i'm the eldest but the shortest!! huaks.. It's a sadden that we didn't really get to meet frequently now. Family matters.. Sometimes when parents were in the fights, children became the victim and somehow feeling guilty. Girls, I hope we all stick as one like we've talked about once that time at Kampong... We should have frequent meeting also... I will fit time for everything that I can squeeze in my life. I've lost soo0 much in the past and I won't risk another... Live life to the fullest and be happy...
This makes me remember those memories we had since we're toddlers. Remember that we always visit Kampong every single scho0l holidays? Remember that we went into the small longkang as if it's our little swimming po0l? Remember we had 'some performance' for our dearly grandparents? Remember we sleep very late? Remember all the kecohs? Now, all we have are silence when we go there... Remember the time it's only the three of us? haha.. Slack all day, eat, eat, eat, sleep, sleep, watching movie, sing, dance and go back to sleep... Sure i will grow even fatter if we were to saty longer... Huaks...
(remember this pic? Way long before i had braces on and i've been wearing braces more than a year... huaks...)
It is quite a sadden that we hardly have one huge gathering like we used to before grandpa past away... I wish i can do something abt it w/o having our parents (more likely my mom) against it. In addition, if we were to plan or do something abt this... We just have to think two thing, we're doing this for the best to our family... If no one wants to be involved in it might as well be why are we family? Might as well be strangers... huaks... Hey, if we're strangers... I want us to be the best of friends... ;D another thing, we have to be really committed to it and make it happen. I'm up for it, if Kak Juli and Kak Nun welcomes my idea.. I will be more of happy to get myself involve even if i'm the one that will be the cast away... Bluek!
(where have the family gone to0?)
--> Is it true that Blo0d is thicker than Water??
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
12:54 AM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me