Saturday, March 10, 2007
The Whispers and Voices
Every night i heard them talking. Whisper and laughing. Voices of the unknown, mix of the sexes. Is it my imagination or is it real like the blo0d flow from in my veins? I thought i've gone mad. I thought I've gone crazy. I thought it all just my mind playing games with me. I couldn't stop it, I couldn't see it. All i can is hear it all saying, laughing and commanding to me, to them to whoever they are talking to0.
Sometimes it to0k me really deep that I can't bare to hold on. Feels like my head is exploding! Once in a while shadows walking pass, strands of hair reflects beside me. Spo0k me to death sometimes. If i were to go to bed early, even worse than it's already is. Trouble with sleeping? Force myself to sleep is not a go0d idea. The silence will make them even more visible to my ears. I do have the urge to take sleeping pills. Then again, waste of my money. Besides, from my own research, I find pills uneffective.
When I closed my eyes, i heard them walking beside me through and fro. The weight is as twice as much of a human weight. Pretty scary eh?! I don't know what it is. As far as I know, they are just distracting me. They are afraid of Allah and I am to0. Similar to us, Human. Scary they may seem but be brave. I will survive... :D
This is Subatra. She is one SCARY person... hehehe... She has the eyes of a monster... eheh.. NEh, joking... She's co0l but she can be scary to0... hahaha... :P o0psy!!
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
2:53 PM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me