Monday, April 30, 2007
Complicated
I'm not sure about this thingy called "love". It's so0 complicated and very much difficult to understand. For sure, it is not game nor it is something to be taken lightly. You know what kind of love i am talking about.
I have a friend who encounters a difficulty upon love. I tried to help her but I don't really have the 'experience' with this thingy. Here's her story: -
She fell for this guy. He's not a far relation but a friend of hers. She didn't know it at first but then the feeling started to grow. She kept quiet and ignored the feeling. Days after weeks and turned to months. For some reason, it occurred and they confessed. It wasn't a confession that she wanted to hear. However, both were unsure. Keeping it low, they continue as it was. She got to know that her best friend likes him and she was so0 sad that for her best friend, she would sacrifice and she did. Nevertheless, the guy didn't do anything and circumstances comes to a point where they got distanced. She knew that it is impossible so0 she moved on with her life. She dated with other guy and had a life but whenever there's a reunion and she saw him or talked to him, the feeling just sparks up and burnt her heart. It hurts to pretend that there's no pain but she's suffering. Eventhough she's attached, that feeling... that particular feeling that she don't even know will just appeared. She knows it's wrong. She knows it wasn't wise. You can't really control that feeling. It just comes naturally. She was hoping that the feeling would just be a crush. But she realise it wasn't because she had a crush on a guy she just knew and thought that feeling was the same feeling like the 'first love' however, when she knew it was impossible... it was not difficult to forget. But with this particular guy, it has been years and the feeling sparks whenever he appears. Then again, she wasn't sure. It can be another false alarm. She told me that, this guy even when he's with his gf or she's with her bf... when they meet, the feeling towards him was more greatly than the feeling she has for her bf. She broke up with her bf years ago because of this unknowing feeling. Currently, she just want to tell him what she has been feeling all these years but she feels like it is inappropriate. It is hard to say 'I love you'. Then again, she didn't want to go another round of uncertainty and distances between him. If she could just tell him all with a lo0k in her eyes... It would be much easier... That what she said...
So0, if you people have experienced similar situation and gone through it... Can you advice or give some tips? For me, personally, just tell him and see how he reacts. Know if he's feeling the same way if not then back off lor... Then again, i don't know about this so0 it is better for the experienced people to give some tips... hahaha...
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
7:36 PM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me