Wednesday, April 11, 2007
A story to tell
Hmm... 5 Days of no latest updates. Been quite uptight. Anywayz, damped tissues everywhere and there's still tears from my eyes falling down wetting my cheeks. There's a word to use for it. Cry! Yeah, I'm crying!! bo0 ho0 ho0... It's the fact that I'm watching Kal Ho Na Ho. Yeps, hindi movies still gets me every single time. I've watched Kabhi Kushi Ghabi Gham and cried to0. Anywayz, I'm watching Kal Ho Na Ho so0 that means I will be sleeping late. As most of you would know that Kal Ho Na Ho is "a story of a lifetime... In a heartbeat"
. Well, what it actually meant is a Love story which will gets deep into your heart and soul. A love story about 3 people. A love triangle? Maybe... But it's not actually. A girl named Naina couldn't fall in love but once she fell in love. She can't get out of it, however, she has to0 as or else herself and her heart would feel lonely. Hurt by the environment and atmosphere she breathes in she couldn't possibly smile again.... (If you want to know all about it, buy/rent the VCD or DVD)
Updating my entry now! o0hky, went to Kampong to visit Bob. Yepee!! We missed each other so0 much. I get my stuff down and immediately called out for him. My dad leads me to the store ro0m and he was there. My dad picked Bob up and turned to me. I called his name as so0n as he saw me he replied and jumped onto me. I am most surprised and delighted. I would expect him to be sulking as I haven't visited him like about one month plus. I promised him that at least once a month I would drop by. However, I am so0 happy that I just cried. He is well again and I can see all the meat getting into him. I would foremost be as overjoyed as anyone would if the next time I come he will be back to his old body. The only thing upsets me is that he's still scared when lots of people around. Then again, it's a go0d thing such as bad kids won't have to bully him or hurt him in any way. My 3 and 1 lovely, wonderful and GOOD nephews and niece respectively were there. I would sneaked around just to void their attention to me and pops by the store ro0m and be inside there for a few minutes to accompany Bob and update him for the latest thing i've been doing in my life. For he is to0. I am so0 missing him so0 much. It's a relieve that he's doing great. If any part of my life in the future allows me with the circumstances to bring him home, i will bring him home and showers my love to him. At any chance and I won't miss or waste that opportunity. Patience...
Other than that, Haizel and Puteri is such a very cute baby couple. Still young and love is in the air. How cute and how sweet. hahaha... Puteri on the other hand, is a bully! She bullied the guest's baby and picking a fight with him. But flirts with Haizel. Haizel, being a loyal, loveing but very shy boy towards Puteri. Watching this two tickles my tummy. hahaha... But they do lo0k cute!
10th of April is my bro's b'day and I totally forgotten about it and told most of them that I worked on that day when actually i'm not rostered. I realised it when I went back home in the MRT on the day before. I just didn't know that I'm not working. hahaha... Yikes... Am I alright? Guess that I'm to0 hungry to think.... huaks....
0oh yeah, before I watched Kal Ho Na Ho, I watched "Stay Alive"... Quite interesting, really! Well, it may not be that gruesome or suspend. However, it's kind of freaky when a game is actually the one that kills you. I mean, how would you explains to the CSI? Or stops all those people who've played the video games? No wonder sometimes I do get the creeps watching my bro playing resident evils years ago. Then again, it's co0l though! huaks... The weird thing, I don't even know how to use the play station and all. Game?! The only time i play this stuff was when SEGA still alive. Now, it's like.. Which button is for which?? What's this buttons for? How many buttons? bla bla bla... Anywayz, I think the movie's co0l. But needs to add more of it sparks i guess... huaks...
The girl sits around doing her own stuff. She wasn't feeling so0 energetic on that day and feeling quite lazy. A track pants, t-shirt and a sandal she wore and went off to the usual place she hangs out. Searching for words to decribes how she feels but none was accurate. Walking towards a music store, she saw the guy. The guy she had a crushed on. The guy she had fallen in love with. The guy that she didn't know she would ever fall for. Suddenly, a cracked sound was heard. A piece falling from the big whole of heart. One by one it shattered when she saw a girl stand by him. She trembles and her whole entire atmosphere turned dark and windy. He introduced the girl and storm were rushing in. Thunder covered the sound of cries. Lightning blinds the eye of despair. Rain washes off the warm tears falling. Wind co0ls the air of unwanting emotions. She smiled when she wants to cry. She laughs when she wants to scream. Acted so0 co0l as if nothing's happening. She dismissed herself from their presence and walked off into the silence.
The filling was to0 full that she could not hold it back. Burst into tears she cried and cried. Why? is the question she asked. Why does she has to fall in love with him? Why does she has to fall? She knew true love were meant for a long term friendship. But why is this feeling so real? She began to hate love. She began to forget her first love. Although first love aren't meant to be forgotten but it will make herself and heart feeling lonely. She still wonders why does he has to be the one she met. Wonders why HE was the one that she has the time of fantaasy and reality of her life with. How can she fell for him? When does she ever let someone into her life? She keeps wondering. Her life is once and she will love again. Live today as tomorrow might never be......
--> Live to the fullest.... Kal Ho Na Ho...(≥≤)
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
1:48 AM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me