Monday, April 16, 2007
Super Beauty in my Heart
I watche Humm Saath Saath Hain and i'd say I love the song (Abc)... Co0l... Nice, beaty... A story of a huge family that is united. Sad enough for me to see... Anywayz, it can be quite draggy. Showing perfect family life with no major fightings etc... hmm... Love at first sight etc...
Y'know it can be really quite disturbing watching this love story kind of thing. I mean, sometimes it drives me crazy and wanted to find love myself. Then again, I have no power to that. Well, at times, you do feel like having such love from a person who adores you and have the perfect character. Not to mention, the lo0ks and the way that someone treats you, making you the special gift given from up above. You know what i mean.
Sadly enough, i don't think i have much time for it. Don't get me wrong, so0 little time so0 much to do. Chasing this 'Love" thingy is the least that I should do. Why chase when it will come to you? (This is only for "love" subject! For dreams, you have to chase cause it will go further and further and further away if you sits and do nothing but hope... No harwork, No hope, No dream) Back to the "love" thingy... Hey, I'm saying that Love--way way far... If can(for me), Love just only appears when the marriage qualifications is ready... Example, the money for the marriage itself, the kids, the life n etc... This is the major one... I'm not saying that I should marry the rich. But then again, having a rich husband is a bonus. hahah... Well, what I mean is on the behalf of myself. Woman can't 100% depend on guys (no offence but guys nowadays can be such... Then again, I do believe and have hopes)... That's one of the reason, another reason... The tax going up~! Not to mention the other one, what if at worst something bad happen to either one of us. At least some welfares are being prepared. Yeah, plan ahead. That's what businessmen do right? I won't call myself a business woman but hey, plans are just guidelines..
Then again, love comes from the heart. Not from anywhere else. Call me crazy if i am in love with Spiderman. Call me insane if i'm deadly in love with Spike. Call me silly if I am in love with Jensen Ackles or Chad Michael Murray or the guy from Prison Break... It's better to have such love than a heartbreaking and fake love... At least, you are aware of it that its not true. haha... Well, psycho? Let's just say, it's not a crime to imagine and dream... It's a start of everything... :D
Finding love is not a question of finding a clothe or an outfit for the day. "Does this lo0k best on me or is it this one?" It's a matter of finding which way is clearer. "Should i take the darker side of the road or the lighter side of the road?" You see, sometimes you see its bright but at the end of it, u'll nvr know. Then sometimes it goes vice versa for the dark one. So0, it's about how you cho0se it and handle it. Alot of experiences and alot of analysis to do. o0h well, i got other analysis to do though... ;D
-->Live optimistically and everything will be just fine... Not to forgot to live to the fullest, cuz tomorrow may not be.... (*v*)
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
12:54 AM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me