Tuesday, May 15, 2007
Moving On
To0 long waiting, hurting and i feel like dying. The sky turns awfully grey and water gushing down from the sky. Wind crashes and light is to0 bright. Drum beat's to0 loud hurt my ears sending dum dum dum into my head and spins around.
The wonders are around, picking up every question and throw back the answer. Satisfying wasn't the deal, accepting it, is what it is. Carrying buckets of heavy water down the hill, slowly as can be. Not letting any water dripped or fall, very hard not to even trip over.
There goes the water, all back into the earth. The plantation gets the nutrients. Tears filled up the bucket and it's cleare than the water from the well. Heavy became light, wound healed and the hill was already gone.
After a great loss when u fall, grief isn't the answer... It's not the matter of how fast u got up but it's a matter of how you handle the fall and get back up again....
I want to write more... But i sniffed something today and it's like woo0w!!!
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
1:28 AM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me