Friday, June 8, 2007
One of the days
It's just one of those days when you're feeling really down and lower than the ground. Everything seem's to be a dim and you can't really think straight. Sometimes the thing that doesn't matter to you seems to be the only thing that you can think of. Sometimes the things that really important to you seems to be the least. I can't explain how but it seems like it has lost its way and tangled itself. When this kind of feeling came, I just feel like speeding up the time machine. It will be o0hky as tomorrow comes and everything will be back to normal.
Being str0ng towards something is not easy. Constanly being str0ng and constantly maintained the power is just as hard as laughing on the death of someone dearly. However, it is your job to smile when the tears comes by. crying is not in the dictionary that you are using. Weak does not exist and l0sing is the last thing you want to achieve.
Nevertheless, you are human. Emotions and feelings exist. You can't possibly push yourself when your limit is already at its highest. Breaking down sometimes it's go0d thing to let out ur feeling at the same time, it is bad for your health if you do not know exactly why and denying why u broke down... Seeking help doesn't state that you're weak. Seeking help states that you are not strong enough to push the do0r open. It is best to share the weight among those you trust.
Whatever the reason that brought you down, turn to the mirror and say, 'I am strong, I can do this! Why am I feeling sad?? I'm being silly'... and laugh at yourself... :D Laughter is the best medicine. I never said that crying is a sin to do but however so0, cry as much as you want if that makes you feel better. Don't be afraid to cry. Crying is g0od. Crying is not weak, infact it is also a medicine that heals and make you stronger the next round...
We humans. We have our weakness, our strength. We can't expect to be different from others. As much differences we have our own status. Let see, fruits. They are delicious. They are go0d and healthy. How many types are there? Alot... We are humans. We are vulnerable. How many types of humans are there? See... we are all different but we should know ourselves better than the rest. We make ourselve weak if we just don't do anything. We make ourselves strong b'cuz we want to be strong. It is your choice to eithr be happy or sad. Sometimes, emotions just know what you really need. Like what i've said, you're not Superwoman. As much as you are happy you are also sad... Balance!!! :D
--> It's not wrong to be sad! It's not wrong to be happy!... so0 live life to the fullest....
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
4:42 PM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me