Sunday, July 1, 2007
Cry me a river
izen toshite shinobiyoru kodoku... I really hate it when it comes over everytime when I was just about to smile. It really makes my days feel so0 hopeless and troubled. Keeps thinking about the possibilities of every single emoti0n. I maybe in one of those days in a month but then it's so0 irritating. Why can't a heart and a mind feels and talks the same language. The heart is always right and the logic comes in mind. hmm... ?_? aiyo0o0o....
My tears are impatient to emerged yet my eyelids are keeping them in. I feel the hurt. I feel the pain. Then again, I am happy and overjoyed by what i am right now. I am contradicting myself. I know. As much as I want to admit is as much as I want to deny it. The feeling is so0 undescribable. Truly, I really don't know why I should go through this again and again and again. It's stated that I gave it up! So0 why does it have to come bouncing back and make me cry like the ocean space.
A new chapter but an old pr0blem. Help me! Please someone, help me!! I am desperately in need of someone to help me with this freaking, troublemsome problem! Gosh!! I really hate it!... hahaa...
o0hky, cry me a river! I cry myself a river wide.... huaks....
-- Peace --
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
6:36 PM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me