Monday, July 23, 2007
It's just a matter of time
It has been ten and plus2 days since i wrote something here. So0 perhaps, those would want to read what has been happening. It's not that I don't want to update stuff but it's just that I didn't have much time to write much. Plus the irritating 'stucknez'...
o0hky, here it goes... I've been shopping alot. Wheee.... hahaha... I shouldn't have shopped however, it's GSS and also you know what month.. (JULY!) Yeah! In about 2 days from today. hahaha... I am also been busy working. It is tiring! I don't know how my life at work's going to be. However, I am holding on as it is. As long as I smile and everything will be just fine and the day will past. The day past and you wouldn't even realise it's already next year and the year after. Time has been moving faster than I thought it'll be. Sometimes I wonder when and how it'll end.
Smiling and laughing are times when we are all in a happy mo0d but in between, who knows. It's just a matter of time to know. It's either we tell or we just keep it to ourselves. Either way, time will always tell. Pr0blems came in and out as they wish. It's our willpower to overcome such things. Sometimes, sacrifices are necessary and what you are not overpowered seems to be drastically weaken. Most of the times, you have to cho0se one over the other. Sometimes, you just don't realise if it is wise to cho0se. Then again, to cho0se is to know and to know is wiser than not to know. ;)
I don't care if they think me otherwise. I don't care if they think i'm a fake. What is real, is when you sees it when you're not seeing it. Get what I mean? No? o0h well...
Let's get into other stuff... I will be going off to my grandm0ther house to meet Bob. Wehehe...!! I can't wait to meet him. I am longing to meet him since months or so0 ago. Probably, he'll be sulking. 0oh well, even a minute is little but my love and presence means alot more than just that. Hopefully, he knows that. I love you, Bob!!
For those new people whom reading this might think that Bob is my boyfriend. Well, the fact, he's my pet, cat. He is my friend, my brother and my all time favourite "nagging machine". Not to menti0n my alarm clock to0... hehehe... I miss him so0 much. He migrated to my grandma's house to get some new fresh air and life perfected to his style. Even a cat would want to be out of the stressing life. We will re-unite when the time comes.
Hey! Did I menti0ned that whenever I see couples, i would laugh? Even just by the word BGR, would crack me up about 2 minutes? hahaha... Don't ask me why? But it sounds so0 funny. I guess, I've lost it all. I don't think BGR exist in my dictionary. Not even faithful, loyalty and sincerity in the face of the Earth. Although, I do believe there is some unknown, I have still yet to discover. At the moment, it's BLANK!
Wonder is all I can do and keep wondering is what I am go0d at. Tell me if you know, tell me perfectly well. Words are not for me to know, actions are for me to believe. If you have what it takes to change the theory of mine, please do so0 and make me believe I'm wr0ng....
The red isn't the colour of anger... It's a colour that says, "I am here, and I see. I am aware so0 BeWaRe"...
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
12:05 PM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me