Thursday, July 12, 2007
See what I've found
I ran through some stuff today and found quite a surprising things. My old notebo0ks Incomplete ones. I laugh at some and thre some without any hesitation. I realised how much i've changed and grown from things happening. It is not a mistake that LiFe is a part to play. I am amused of myself and glad that I've gone through alot of pain. Tears of loneliness has always been my company. I'll never feel down. I will never will. Down under is just another place that i've been.
I realised alot of things and I don't mind what people think. As expected, I knows it all. It's just a matter of how I did it. I know you peeps won't understand what I'm saying. It's to0 complicated. Even I will get my tongue twisted if I explain it. Simplest way to understand is to observe and analyse. In other words, pay attenti0n! Anywayz, you don't understand b'cuz you can't. It's hard to understand one person when the person doesn't want to be undesto0d at all. By the way, don't mind my words. ;D
It's just the past before the past, was so0 great and flowery. I didn't think that it totally affected me and everything came tumbling down. It has proven that I shouldn't make any improper decisi0n. I like it that way. Call me an Emo, call me an Anti-social girl. I am who I am and I live by myself. A smile is never a fake. A laugh is never just make. Believe me and you will know. Crazy is just another word to describe but Amusing is an actual word to make the stand. Entertaining it is. Boring is never IS...
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
4:55 PM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me