Tuesday, August 7, 2007
Just
hahaha... I am out of control, laughing at myself. I may hv said that "I want a boyfriend now" but the facts, "relationship = bullshit". The reason I said those things is because what is happening around me. Let's face it, being a normal human being, love is just something that's been around from the start and it is natural that beings are lo0king for it. However, the attitude and behaviour caused by it simply hurts and ended up to bullshit meaning of relationship. Therefore, it was just a statement understated of how i lo0k at it.
Obviously, all of you would want to know which stage i'm at... Well, factfully... I don't really care about such stuff... I have lots of other things to worry about and it is the least one that i should concentrate on. Admitting it, sometimes it does get abit empty but simply better than getting the mirror shattered.
I am glad that people noticed me as a random kid and that I am an irritating freak to be entertained by. One, people don't understand me and people tend to misto0k some things into an opposite meaning of what I actually meant it by. Two, I just have no style for them. Three, I don't have the 'lo0ks'... I can be really scary... hahaha.... I might go on and on... Let's get to the point, I am just a random kid that a handful of people to0k notice of.
To me, it is such a sad thing that sometimes people treated as what they intended to were taken wrongly and ended up to either an end or just just. Which i don't understand... 'ending' and 'just just' ... Some said it's for the better and some said it's just a waste. hmm... To me frankly, is a waste! Why? Let's face it, how would u feel when you were once closed and suddenly it just ended? Be it, relationship or friendship or whatever... Don't you feel abit missing? o0h well, some people just so0 like that... Some people just treasure... Either way... It's for the best for both, i guess...
Whichever step you take... If you think it's for the best for both or either one, be it... If you are confident to face the consequences that comes along with it. Additionally, the steps may just come back to you or the step you taken aren't the step at all... if you know what i mean?
oo0hky... That's all I have to say... Peace
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
11:41 PM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me