Friday, September 28, 2007
Are you happy now?
Could you lo0k me in the eyes... N tell me that you're happy now... o0o0o0o... would you tell it to my face that half has been erased are you happy now...
This song is playing in my head. I sang it to myself, lo0king in the mirror. For a minute, I would say that i am not happy... Why? I am fat now... Fatter than I was. I got pimples... Lots of it... Monster... Worst than Ugly Betty... But, when I think about the reason why... I am so0 much more happier although at some point it does make me want to have that old body... But b'cuz of that old body... It destroys me... So0 what I'm trying to say, beauty is the most dangerous weapon someone could own. I am happy just the way I am now...
It's not through the cover to be loved. It's the content. Sometimes a go0d-lo0k bo0k with an awesome cover has a very boring, less educative content. I've read a bo0k,"London Vampire Panic"... Seems interesting... But when I read it... It has my attention for only a second... The content 'at first' is co0l but getting bored the next.. However, it would make it even better if it were to be acted... At least, I understand more of it... hahaha...
This also reminds me of 'Interview with the Vampire'. After the death of his wife and his child at childbirth, Louis has longed for death. There weren't any means to live. It would take anyone. The whore beside him, the pimp that follows but a vampire accepted it. He became a vampire ever since.. The night that follows... Living as a vampire for 200 years... How would it be like to survive?
He has become a vampire... Dead like a corpse. However, alive as a creature called vampire. 'Are you happy now, Louis?'... I'm sure you're not. It's devastating to live in a world where you can be no fear or threat to the world. Threat to yourself lo0king at the world. Even when you're a vampire, your heart is a human. Survived in the darkness indeed... You wished someone would kill you now....
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
3:44 PM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me