Thursday, September 27, 2007
I don't need impressi0n
People, I don't need impression for you all to like me. I am no angel nor go0d for people to smile about. I don't know what you people think of me but THAT'S JUST ME! Lo0k, why would I lie about myself? For you peeps to like me even better? Even when I said, life is a movie but I ain't an actress that hides behind a facade for the entertainment of the world.
I want people to know me as who i am. Know me bad, know me go0d. Don't judge me before you knowing me. There are stories around, flying from one end to the other end. Perhaps, my stories have gone all the way to the other part of the world. Humans always want to think their go0d. Who wants to be the villain anyway? However, it's not for me to judge myself and tell you peeps that I am on the go0d side or the bad side. I'm just telling you there ain't any go0d nor bad unless you judge either one.
In this world, you can trust no one. Not even your soulmate. All you can trust is yourself. Why am I being so0 cold? Well, it's because the unfaithful humans that lingers or existed in the face of my world. Neither would I tell you peeps that they are the bad people in your story. They are in my story that they are bad. Anywayz, if you lo0k at the world with the bigger perspective you'll know what I mean.
Black and darkness has been my colour and place respectively. Even if I longed for the light, it will always turned dark again. Just like the day turns to night. Believe me not but that's how I lo0k at things in my position. Neither do I deny that my life has been colourful. Alot of people may judge me that I do not have life. My life is plain. The same routine every day. Well, let me define my life. I never live in another yesterday, however so0, yesterday came in today.
I'm sure no one would understand that. Read it over and over again and you will know what I mean. The world is round people.
With this opportunity, I would like to thank those people who've been with me a couple of years ago and has been part of my life. Also, I would like to thank to those people who simply playing fake. (It spice up my life.) People who keeps secret and people who publicize secrets can be judge by their action not by their lo0ks. Whatever they say, I will not tolerate it. Call me childish and impatient... I have my own limit. I'm a human being to0. Giving in is totally out of my list if i've been giving in and being taken advantage of for years and years i've lived. I don't care if I lost love. Cause the only love that I cared about now is myself. Call me selfish... I don't even care...
It's with your action that speaks of you no matter what you say..."
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
1:55 PM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me