Sunday, September 23, 2007
Invisible friends
She said she'll stand by her friends. She said no matter what, friends are more important to her. She said we're bestfriends, sisters, buddies. She cried on my shoulders, with tears wetting my cardigan. She called me up when she's down cause she feels lonely. She tried to do stupid stuff but failed so0. Then, she realised that there are others care for her. Time goes on, she realised that someone else is better worth to be her bestfren. Drifting apart, i was being laid away. Her loneliness covered and now she's happy. How sad it is, she kept her happiness to herself. 0oh wait... she left me unknown and I am left with no information. Cast away, I'd always say....
Never say promises when you don't even know how to keep it. Your innocent face, your blur sotong crap, your go around the bushes are simply plain stupid and sympathyz. Don't say words that you will go against it. Ask yourself why i'm reacting such a way. Yeah, you have your own life... Yeah you control your life... Plain stupid if you just take friends for granted.
People of the world, tell me the definition of 'Best Friends"... They say Best Friends last forever... I don't see it lasted though... I see Best Friends are more of Invisible Friends...
My part of view, Best Friends are those you have temporarily until you find True Friends or 'Love'... I am thankful that i have true friends who considered me as another true friend. True friend shares...True friend does not keep secrets from each other... Some secrets are meant to be secret... It's no longer secrets when other knows but your own true friend don't know... That's not true friend, that's only best friend.... (no peeps... That's sad, ya know!...)
To0 bad, i'm just another invisible friend. I'm glad that someone found the happiness... Thanks for not sharing. I don't even want to know and yeah, you make me realise something... We can trust NO ONE! Only those who encountered the same fate as me, would understand.
I'm not a go0d friend indeed... I'm no angel, nor pure. I'm bad as the wolf. I'm a backstabber and a hypocrite. So0, people stay away from me.
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
12:49 AM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me