Saturday, November 3, 2007
Invisible ME?
Hahaha... Way out of it all, i know i did on a topic about Invisible Friends but today, it's just an Invisible ME! I'm not sure if I ever wrote about it or mention of it but I'm just going to write it anyway. Before that, today i had a date with my mom. Pretty go0d! We watched 'Game Plan' and it's damn freaking funny,sweet and sad. It's about a star whom didn't know he has a daughter for 8 years. She came by and the story went on. What touched me is that, he wasn't a man who would accept the fact his a father but surprisingly, he did. He participated in his daughter performance and ran (carrying her) to the hospital such that she was allergic to nuts and she ate it which nearly killed her... More to be awed for...
I bought a movie, 'The Invisible'. It's freaky... Lo0king down on you while you're dying. Carrying and touching your own skin and body. No one hears you nor see you. You're half dead!
I sto0d there lifelessly
A zombie, I'm seem
Lo0king down on me
My body and touching my skin
I'm still alive yet i lo0ked at me sleeping
Fear clouds over me
Tension of finding who could hear me
I have no time left, I'm not dead YET!
Am i a ghost or am i a spirit with unfinished business?
Help me! I screamed
Silence, responding
Where would I go to seek someone of me?
I laid low
Crying my eyes out
My heart scream
My mind's empty
Hey, mom and dad!
I wish you could hear me
But i've been missing
And you don't even know where I'm last seen
I touched and I feel
Closed my eyes and there's peace
Where am I here?
Why don't you tell me?
I l0oked in the mirror
I always see a girl with tears
Now, there's an empty slot
To be filled with particles
That's it i'm lost and missing
Who will that be to find me?
Find me alive
And surviving......
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
7:59 PM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me