Thursday, November 8, 2007
Part of ME
Call me selfish cause if you've noticed almost MOST of my post have this word "ME"... Doesn't it seems so0? o0h Well! What can I say, the blog is of me and about me... DUH! hahaha...
I never really thought about anything else but fantasy and sees everything like the 'Beautiful Mind' does.. Only that I'm the dumbest of all... I'm starting to think i belong to those poeple whom 'NORMAL' people called 'EMO'. They said that emoers are the most despise 'culture'. I don't even know why. Probably because they loves killing and hurting themselves. Well, smoking is one of the slowest way to kill a life. So0, tell me one thing.. are they part of it?o0hky, explain to me something, does having drugs to part of the emoers way to hurt/kill themselves?
These reasons are possible but what about the definition of 'Emotional' as for short is 'Emo'. They liked to be alone and cried because it hurts so0 much. They cry for the slightest emotions touched or hurt. It's the way they 'hurt' and 'release' the 'pain'. They screamed and run and go hywired. Call me confused but is it right to despise such people? I admit i do despise those gangster who just wouldn't stop fighting and think they're huge, big and kills. Why run when u cut off someone's hand? Why don't you be those psychotic people who kill and disguised themselves and sto0d tall infront of the court with their list offence sho0ting at their faces?
I don't even know why i should hate people? I don't even know why i should like people at the first place. Cause all i know and very aware of that they're fakers and pretenders. I won't say that I'm the perfect puppet made but it's human. I can say and see myself as angelic but they who sees me and talks a different thing. One thing, they're not go0d at talking straight to my face that I'm a biatch! Why? B'cus they have emotions of sympathy. Sympathising is the worst one of all. No one talks, no one tells and nothing be done.
What has this long listing connections with the title? Part of Me is as bad as the wicked step-mother in Cinderella, part of me is just Cinderella herself. I found this song from Linkin Park called Part of ME. The song is about (well part of me), confusion. 'Part of me won't go away, everyday remind me of how much i hate it' .. And when it comes to the chorus there's some slashes and bleeding which reminds me of emo... huaks... o0hky... Something really lame. But just think about it, that's what I thought it is... o0o well..
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
4:04 PM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me