Sunday, January 6, 2008
No need to worry
There are times when you're feeling down and comes to worst killing yourself in order to kill the thoughts. Every thing doesn't seems right. You don't even know what's going on and what exactly bothering you. You've done your homework, you did what you were told but something is unfinished and feeling frustrated not knowing what it is. It's driving you mad more than a psycho killing (i guess).
This may or may not be referring to anyone but for sure it is to ME. hahaha... o0hky, it is normal to feel such cuz that's what its called 'emotions'. It also has some relation to the hormones in our body. With this facts, it does affect the thoughts in our mind and most of it is negative. (so0 0bvious) Some of us would call it PMS which i'm not really sure if what I am talking right now is PMS. I have the feeling it is. Anywayz, whatever it is. I'm just saying this based on my own experience.
There are times when you feel like running away from every one in the world. If it were to be possible, you just feel like being 'I am Legend'. Come to face it, do you really think you want that? The phrase goes, 'whoever feels like being alone is actually feeling to be accompanied by'. Contradicting but it's true. However, being alone doesn't mean totally alone. But need a company that really understo0d and listen to the loneliness of this person in need. It may not be a person but just a company that make this person feels calm and focus. For example, doing yoga. It's you and your inner self plus the wind and the atmosphere. Are you getting what I'm trying to say? Well, it's o0hky if you don't. Just think about it, when you're angry and upset; what do you do to calm you down? Worst of all when you want to be alone what is amiss to that point of time? Simply you will understand what i'm trying to say and most of all yourself.
Another dangerous part is, if you let your mind play your part. When your mind play your part and controls your emotions and self, there's a certainty that you're facing depression or somesort. You tend to disgrace yourself and downgrade the worth of you. It is not very healthy to do so, especially when you're having the time of your life (for example, being a role model). This can cause even worse outcomes and result to even worsen the depression state. C'mon, you wouldn't want anyone to know you're a loser unless if you claim that you really are a loser.... I'm not saying that you have to be the winner of all the winners. I'm trying to say that you're the winner in you. No matter what other says that hurt you, no one could hurt you more than yourself. Do not let one spoilt brat pinned you down to the ground and make you suffer!!
Stand up! Cuz you have the power. Believe in yourself like I believe in you. B'cuz you believe in me to0. :D There's no need to worry cuz there's nothing to worry that could kill you... ;)
? a life to0 precious to WASTE.
10:32 PM
I am 19 as of 2007. Born on 25 July (hari raya haji eve in 1988 at A timing). The third and the last child. Has a cat named BOB, treats him like a brother.
I love Music. Music is my Life.
Treasures friends, family and my Dreams. Daring I am, rebellious still. Passionate and determines my life, no one could steal it from me but HIM.
Blessed with what I have!! Obstacles after another, Patience I learn. Afraid not, I cannot FEAR!! So0 Many, So0 Little... Love me for ME, Hate me for ME. Know me for Real, Fakers are just not me